Intoxicated

Can such lonely words be more beautiful? Screaming pleas - just hear me out I don't have words enough to express this... The toxicity is mixed in a sea of doubt They say all the time "it hurts like hell" Maybe my personal hell has become my friend Inescapable fire and shadows follow me Too much to extend, I can't see the end Intoxicated by love, incapacitated by fear Escalating when you come near Suffocated by doubt, Surprised in the light That you still say I'm worth the fight Intoxicated, elated, but it's all isolated In the screams that won't disappear Could someone else just get how I feel? Screaming pleas - I'm desperate now Take me out of the dark, don't let me return Just save me from this somehow I put myself here, so how is it fair? I guess I need to get myself out of the fire But as much as I loathe the consuming flames The pain doesn't retire, it's getting more dire Intoxicated by love, incapacitated by fear Escalating when you come near Suffocated by doubt, Surprised in the light That you still say I'm worth the fight Intoxicated, elated, but it's all isolated In the screams that won't disappear Beauty, pain, love's a flame And part of it hurts like hell Depression, obsession, and who's to blame? I was alone the day that I fell Intoxicated, elated, and it's all concentrated In you, but I'd never tell Intoxicated by love, incapacitated by fear Escalating when you come near Suffocated by doubt, Surprised in the light That you still say I'm worth the fight Intoxicated, elated, but it's all isolated In the screams that won't disappear Can such lonely words be expressed out loud? I'm screaming, I'm pleading - just hear me out