I Still Cry

many days have passed us by yet as if the same i cry no less loss or memory took tis all the same just like a book my heart it bleeds in the same places still kissing pictures of her faces driving around remembering traces of the love our lives had made i had the key to your heart long before i knew i was a part and when i put the pieces together the puzzle was my glory and treasure a love that could not be measured second only to heaven this pleasure a union that had Gods approval but yet it was so unusual you knew i loved you when i kept it secret for so long you let me keep it then one day you needed my touch you had told me before; that you did'nt have much but because of my heart i would'nt listen my mind and my soul were too busy wishing and then one day suddenly, i knew you were mine a few days later we spoke for the last time one week later i heard you were gone you had to leave for your heavenly home i cried that day in the dust and dirt here was my torment that i knew chased us with days and months i measure my hurt but after time God showed me clearly that He loved us. it must have took a lot for Him to show me Himself but with His Holy Spirit He put her soul on my shelf so when i think about her, God and i i still can't help myself, i still cry