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I Love You Booboo

My best friend left me this morning. He wasn't just a best friend he was everything in the world to me. He loved me just as I am, and protected me just the same. . Booboo was a Papillon. He followed me everywhere I went. Even to the bathroom. He was daddys boy, my wife, he had a love hate relation with. He always would guard me from her. Oh he loved my wife but only on his terms. He love going for a ride with daddy and mommy. Id say to him Booboo you want to go for a ride, and his ears would perk up, his excitement level would give us the happiest dance you would ever see. The joy he had to go for a ride, brought joy to our hearts also. One day we took him to the Vet for his checkup. He appear to be fine. The Dr, Dr Pelerin was a God send. She checked him out and said he had a heart murmur. We were a little shocked and she recommended a specialist. The specialist told us he had two prolapsed valves in his heart. We were shocked because he was so normal. A year and a half later Booboo was having a problem breathing and we watch him stay up at night after night during his sleep time until exhausted and he would finally lay down. This happened every night watching him struggle with his breathing. We took him in to see the Dr thinking he had a very short time to live and she drained the fluid from him and he would be normal for two weeks and we have to do it again. It was worth it because he slept peacefully. She put him on Lasic, and a Statin drug, which was a miracle drug. Booboo had his life back. He would chase the squirrels and not be out of breath. It was a joy to see him back to normal. It made us so happy and the Dr was our Hero. The Lord let us have him two more years . This afternoon we took Booboo for a ride he was acting not himself. He usually sat up front in the car with me but he sat in the back seat. When we got him home we would give him his treaty treats where we put his pills in. He sometimes would eat the meat and leave his pills his medication. My wife would have to outsmart him. That was a challenge because he was very clever. She would hide his pills in different ingredients. Tonight he didn't want them. Later he was having a difficult time breathing and we noticed he was holding himself up and not laying down again. He was struggling breathing. My wife an RN said," Michael lets comfort him." We took him to bed and held him, telling him 1000 I love yous, while watching him fight for his life. This morning we lost our baby, Booboo.

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Date: 7/24/2022 4:41:00 AM
I have been through this with two other dogs and now my last pet is in the same shape, but he is doing better with his meds. They don't like those pills for sure. I hate it when they suffer. I may have to have my last Chihuahua put down but right now he seems better. I am sorry for your loss and I know it still seems like yesterday for you and your wife. Our dog seems like he tries to share or divide his time with each of us just keeping us all in his good graces so to speak. LOL..Sara
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Date: 7/25/2022 3:38:00 AM
Yes Sara hang on to them for as long as you can. I can't imagine having to dput my dog down. My wife has and she says it is the hardest thing she ever had to do. They are all precious and need our love. They bring us joy and they love us uncoditionally, what more can you ask for? Sara I hope everything gets better for your beloved dog and you. Hang in there and keep praying. The Lord Listens. God bless you and I will pray for your healing...
Date: 11/10/2020 2:24:00 AM
So sorry about your loss, Michael :( Your narration is most touching. I've experienced that sadness many times, and each time I say no more pets...of course my resolution soon wavers! ~ Regards // paul
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Date: 11/10/2020 6:09:00 PM
Thank you Paul. They are such wonderful companions. BooBoo was my favorite. He will always be remembered. I understand fully how you feel Paul. Thank you Sir for your kind words. Gods blessings...
Date: 9/1/2020 2:47:00 PM
How sad for you Michael. I had a half Chow half Terrier for 17 years. I commiserate with your loss.
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Date: 9/2/2020 6:55:00 PM
Im sorry for your loss James 17 years I had BooBoo 7 years cant imagine 17.
Date: 8/24/2020 7:28:00 PM
God bless you in your time of need so sorry for your loss MT :(kelli
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Date: 8/25/2020 6:02:00 PM
Thank you so much Kelli. I appreciate your kind words and I know someday I will see him again. God bless you... kelli
Date: 8/24/2020 7:02:00 PM
BooBoo up in Heaven playing with the other animals while waiting to see you again. God Bless You Michael.
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Date: 8/25/2020 6:00:00 PM
Thank you rob. This very thought you commented was what got me through the hurt. Knowing I would see him again in Heaven ironic you wrote that and your dogs name was Boo. Thank you for your kind words. Blessings your way my friend and Boo will be up their waiting to see you again...
Date: 8/11/2020 1:05:00 PM
I am so very sorry. A wonderful story/poem/write. The furry coat family/friends are the best. I just did a poem "At A Funeral" about our loved pets. Make sure you read the note at the very bottom. I think you will enjoy the information. Again, so sorry...........
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Date: 8/11/2020 6:12:00 PM
Thank you Paula for your kind words. God bless you...
Date: 7/28/2020 9:48:00 AM
I am saddened to hear of your loss. Losing a pet dog is losing a member of your family only worse because nobody else in your family every loved your as unconditionally as your darling dog. I know. I have had 19 of them. You have prayers from Kansas my friend.
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Date: 7/28/2020 7:30:00 PM
Thank you Caren your comment really was exactly how I feel. Thank you for your kind words and Oh my I can't imagine having to go through what Im going through nineteen times. You are a tough cookie. They are wonderful for the joy they bring you its worth it in the end. God bless you Caren...
Date: 7/27/2020 2:15:00 PM
My heart goes out to you on the loss of your pet. Our son just lost his English mastif who would have been 2 years old in Oct. two weeks ago.Heart wrenching and many tears for sure. So sorry for your loss and this hit the heart and has me back in tears. Hugs know the hurt you feel with your Boo boo. love phyl
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Date: 7/27/2020 6:43:00 PM
Im sorry about your sons precious dog. Thank you for your kind words they mean a lot. I know Booboo is in a better place and he is not suffering anymore. They become part of us and when they leave they take a piece of our hearts. I know how your son is feeling please give him my condolences. God bless you Phyllis and thank you again for your kind words...
Date: 7/27/2020 10:29:00 AM
Ohhhh heart to heart, I know the letting go for you, & your wife, of BooBoo is heart wrenching. Death! THE most unfair, unacceptable event for each of us. I’m so glad you each got the time together & I know BooBoo lives on in memory, in the missing as they leave a big hole in normal routine. I hope you had a lovely ceremony for Boo and something you did to honor the sweet little life and the meaning of it you both treasured. Big Hug from me to you. I KNOW how much it hurts!
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Date: 7/27/2020 11:51:00 AM
Thank you Dear Edlynn your sweet words mean so much. You have said what we felt perfectly. It has been about two weeks and there is an empty feeling in our house and in our hearts. Hope you are back Edlynn. You are missed here. I hope the fires have subsided and your 90 year old father is doing ok. Im sorry you have to be behind a glass plate to see him. Im sure you want to hold him. God bless you...
Date: 7/25/2020 9:31:00 AM
I'm so sorry for your loss. Our pets are like family and it is so hard to lose one. I know :'(
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Date: 7/25/2020 4:34:00 PM
So true Eve they are like family and are part of us. Thank you for your kindness. God bless you
Date: 7/24/2020 4:44:00 PM
Andrea thank you for your warm thoughts. I know you have been busy. I wrote you a long response on how to wake up people and was getting ready to hit send and thats when the site went down. I was pissed. Yes BooBoo was Judy and mine life. He took a little piece of our hearts with him. We are going to miss him but we know he is not suffering and he is with Jesus. Someday Judy and I will see BooBoo again. Thank you Andrea for your condolences. God Bless you...
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Date: 7/24/2020 3:31:00 PM
SO SO sad, Michael. What a most heartfelt writing! Sorry it took me so long to read this. First there was the shut down of Soup and then I had too much of school to catch up with. Now I need at least an hour to get through my comments inbox and finally walk our dog. You know, your Booboo sounds much like my dear Ollyver, except instead of the man, it was I (the wife) whom he protected and loved and he had the love/hate for Joe!!! Very sorry for your loss as I know the feeling too well
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Date: 7/24/2020 4:50:00 PM
Thank you Andrea for your condolences. I wrote the comment but replied on wrong link. Come back and read your comment on Booboo thanks hon...
Date: 7/22/2020 3:45:00 PM
This made me cry Michael. I know how emotionally painful it is to say goodbye to a beloved pet. I am so sorry for your loss. One day he will greet you and will look like he did in the prime of his life. I bet his little spirit is still hanging around to look after you. I can feel our Tommy cat jump on the bed at night. My daughter even heard him purring though we haven’t seen him we feel his presence. Your tribute to Booboo is very touching and beautiful. Blessings xxoo
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Date: 7/23/2020 10:42:00 AM
Thank you Connie for your heartfelt comment. Its funny you say your daughter heard Tommy cat purring because, one day while coming home I heard a bark coming from our house. Another day I was missing Booboo and was laying on the bed with the light on and while thinking of Booboo The light started flickering, went out and then turned on again. I thought the Lord is letting me know Booboo is in safe hands. Connie Im sorry about you loosing your beloved cat Tommy. For sure he is waiting for you and your family in heaven to once again meet again. God bless you and thank you for your kindness...
Date: 7/22/2020 7:53:00 AM
So sorry for your loss, Michael, wonderful story, truly a fine dedication..
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Date: 7/22/2020 8:40:00 AM
Thanks Harry. I got to enjoy him for seven years. He was a rescue Papillon Chi. Very smart and very loyal. He will always be remembered. Thank you again Harry, be safe my friend. Hope you are well during these times...
Date: 7/19/2020 2:20:00 PM
So so sorry for your and your wife's loss Michael! Our golden retriever Annie is getting up there in years... when her time comes WE WILL BR CRUSHED! Sorry friend, Happy Jack!!!
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Date: 7/19/2020 8:03:00 PM
Thank you Jack a numb feeling overwhelms you, and your heart is broken as they take a piece of you with them. The constant reminders of your love one around the house triggers the loss over and over again. He use to follow me everywhere he was my right hand protector everywhere daddy went he was there. Every night when everyone was in bed and I was downstairs still watching tv or doing something he laid waiting for me. I would say booboo ready to go bedy bye and we both get up I go up the stairs and he would follow, this happened every night The love of my life is in heaven. Someday I will see him again with my other pets that have brought joy to me in thank you Jack for your kind words...God bless you...
Date: 7/18/2020 4:43:00 PM
... heartbreaking sad, Michael ... so painful to lose - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
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Date: 7/18/2020 6:58:00 PM
Thank you Anne-Lise for your kind words they mean a lot. He was a wonderful dog, and he was precious to me. I know the Lord is taking care of him someday I will see him again. God bless you...
Date: 7/16/2020 10:17:00 PM
As animals cannot necessarily make their needs known, their suffering is all the more painful to witness and bear. My condolences. May you know only joy and happiness from now on, Michael. And may Booboo rest peacefully. Yours sincerely, Gershon
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Date: 7/17/2020 10:38:00 PM
Thank you Gershon for your kind words. Yes loosing him was extremely painful. Your heart aches and your head becomes numb from a pounding headache. Sleepless nights and a sad depression overwhelms you. Time is the only healer...
Date: 7/16/2020 5:50:00 AM
I'm so sorry for the loss of your loved one, Michael. I'm sure you brought him as much comfort and love and he gave to both of you. I hope writing about, BooBoo, your little butterfly, helps your grief.
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Michael Tor
Date: 7/17/2020 10:13:00 PM
Im so sorry for your loss Jenna.
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Jenna Logan
Date: 7/16/2020 9:04:00 PM
You're welcome. I've lost a couple of pets and the grief is terrible.
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Michael Tor
Date: 7/16/2020 10:07:00 AM
Thank you Jenna for your kind thought. Writing about a part of your life that is no longer here on earth helps deal with the pain. He was our baby and he will be forever missed in our hearts. Thank you for your comment. God bless you...

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