I Am Lost and Confused

I am lost and confused, I don't know what to do I wander when I will find out who I really am I heard my parents fighting all the time when I was younger I saw my little puppy go up stairs and hide from all the fighting I want to see my biological family and not have them fight all the time my dad is passed and my mom doesn't have her rights to have us kids anymore I am lost and confused I pretend that I live with my big happy biological family I feel like we are still together even though we are not I do everything i can to try and find my biological mother I worry that I won't ever get to see her again I cry when I think of my parents being split and being deceased I am lost and confused I understand that I can't see them but I live with the perfect family now I say that I will always be loved by them I dream of living with my mom once more I try to get a hold of her but she never answers her phone I hope that one day I get to see and talk to her again I am lost and confused By: Stormi Skaggs