Dark Feeling

The feeling that i have is the feeling you should know falling in a dark hole wishing to see the light and come out of this hell hole ending thoughts come and go seeing dead people is a norm fighting spirit is almost gone so i'm standing here all alone wanting to pray goes through my thoughts don't know were to start so i leave behind feeling like god has left me so i fall deeper in his demise hanging, cutting, and mutilation he tells me to do but i know i am better then that so i act like i aint got a clue dark power and thoughts lark side by side if anyone can hear me help me kill it so i wont see eye to eye.