A Smile

Sometimes smileing is the hardest thing to do Knowing what I know, seeing what they do Sometimes I think my smiling is the thing that makes things worse It"s hard hard to think my smiling is the cause of my curse Sometimes I think by divine design My best plans are twarted My hopes and dreams would just unwind If something was what I wanted If I could give my smile away Joy would be disburst My smile would try to fill the day With the happiness it rehursed My smile wants to smile But instead tears they burst Tears that come unwillingly But from a natural birth Tears that tell the secret Tears that reviel the fears Tears of untold sorrows Tears from all the years A million and one things Could be hidden with a smile Is a smile worth giving With heart breaking all the while Who would suspect the smile The master of deceit Smiles they go unquestioned They make the deal compleat But this day a day I did not choose A day for my soul to sorrow Today my smile I will not use But save it for tommarow A smile unabused a little less used Ready for the world But while this meloncholy stays My smile will go unfurled