4:09:05
4:09:05
A familiar time which plays on repeat in my mind
Get the opposite of high, but I don’t know why
Cutting pounds but not just my weight
I’m not trying to over-exaggerate
But I think it’s time to say goodbye.
Being alone isn’t the same as feeling it
I just wanna stop, I just wanna quit
They say all it takes is
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Categories:
mentalhealth, death, depression, mental health,
Form: Rhyme
Destruction is a form of creation
Some say destruction is a form of creation.
But what did I create while destroying my body?
What was created while I was chipping away at my skin, slice by slice?
It's not until you step back and stop the destruction
that you realize you created resilience.
Even though the destructive thoughts
souround your essence in a thick fog of darkness,
hellbent
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Categories:
mentalhealth, inspiration, mental health, sad,
Form: Free verse
My son's guitar
To play a guitar is one thing I always yearned
On a day like any other I finally decided to learn.
My Son's Guitar is made for a child, small in stature.
I strum the strings, an out of tune melody is what my ears capture.
Last time I tried I quit, knowing the challenge of acquiring
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Categories:
mentalhealth, adventure, blessing, dad, family,
Form: Rhyme
Rebirth of the Soul
When the mind faltered
Alternate timelines were born
Lines of realities blurred
Rifts of possibilities torn
Truth fading into the abyss
Chained to the unknown
Silently waiting for life's kiss
To shatter this stone cold throne
Provoking thy swarming thoughts
Clawing and scratching for the one
Blinded by hopes deemed naught
Until one's dreams are none
Walls shaking and quaking
Slashing and ripping
Sharpening newfound wings
Clutches of chaos beating
Sealing
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Categories:
mentalhealth, emotions, growth, inspiration, mental
Form: Rhyme
If I Were a Girl, Would You Listen?
He doesn't cry in public-
he's learned to bleed where no one looks.
Where bathroom tiles keep secrets
and mirrors lie
just enough
to keep him standing.
he skips lunch again.
just not hungry, he says
but the hunger is real-
not for food
for someone
to notice.
for silence.
his sleeves stay long,
even in summer.
skin whispering stories
that no one ever asks to hear.
because boys?
boys don't break
boys don't
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Categories:
mentalhealth, anxiety, depression, food, hate,
Form: Free verse
This Is Still Pain
they say boys don't cry,
so he bleeds instead.
silent screams hidden
under hoodie threads.
he skips meals
like skipping pages
in a book that no one wants to read-
his ribs start spelling out
"notice me"
but no one speaks that language.
"you're a boy, tough it out,"
they said
when his voice shook like glass$and his hands begged for
anything
but silence.
so he carved the words
he couldn't
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Categories:
mentalhealth, anxiety, boy, depression, food,
Form: Free verse
The boy who wasn’t picked
He sits in the back.
Not because he wants to—
but because he’s tired
of being picked last
when he dares to show up at all.
You don’t see him.
Not really.
He’s there, though—
in the bathroom stall during lunch,
because his gut’s staging a protest.
IBS, the silent screamer,
writhing beneath his ribs
like worms made of fire.
They say, “It’s probably just nerves.”
As if nerves
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Categories:
mentalhealth, depression, farewell, for teens,
Form: Free verse
my rapist's follow request on facebook
ping!
like pavlov's dog,
i glance
quick
at my phone
new facebook follow request.
i click the account
click!
my rapist.
it's been nearly 14 years since the first the time
he laid his hands on me
but i feel them
like it was this morning.
ping!
his son
liked my post on Instagram
,
are they working together?
are they a team again?
father and son,
teacher and apprentice,
master of none
but
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Categories:
mentalhealth, recovery from, strength, suicide,
Form: Spoken Word
father's day
Zero.
I imagine you watched,
With awe and wonder
At the image on the screen,
My movements
In black and white,
As the sonographer moved the wand,
Up and down
The belly of my mother,
Showing you
Mystery and excitement,
The next chapter
Of your lives.
One.
You gave me ice cream
When you
Definitely
Were
Not
Supposed
To,
And I think a bond formed.
Mischief by mouthfuls,
We were already unstoppable.
Two, Three, Four.
Toddler
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Categories:
mentalhealth, child, daughter, father, father
Form: Free verse
The Forgotten
In the shadows of our nation's promise,
Some stand waiting, papers clutched in hand,
While others cross where fences compromise,
And find a different welcome in this land.
I've seen the tired faces at food banks,
Veterans who fought beneath our flag,
The elderly with medicine too dear,
And families whose futures start to sag.
Not hatred
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Categories:
mentalhealth, imagery, introspection, meaningful, mental
Form: Free verse
Never Forget
I will never forget the first time I lost someone to suicide.
The deafening screams that I created,
The shock,
Followed by the aftershock.
I will never forget you Matthew,
I won't let myself
forget you.
As to forget is to accept,
And if I accept your death,
I’m afraid of how the system we fought for so long will continue to
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Categories:
mentalhealth, death, death of a
Form: Free verse
Echoes in the quiet
They say the world is full of voices,
But mine gets lost among the sound.
A whisper drowned by louder choices,
A silence no one seems to hound.
I walked through halls of hollow laughter,
Their eyes slid past like I was air.
I smiled, and moments later, after,
They left—and I was still not there.
My name, a note they never mention,
My
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Categories:
mentalhealth, abuse, boy, bullying, girl,
Form: Free verse
Finding Poetry’s Voice
I used to think poems lived in leather-bound books,
guarded by professors with stern looks,
that words worth speaking needed permission,
academic citations, scholarly submission.
I sat in corners swallowing syllables,
choking on metaphors I couldn't pronounce,
wondering why my tongue tied itself in knots
while others spoke verses smooth as river stones.
The first time I wrote something real,
my hands shook like
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Categories:
mentalhealth, anxiety, confidence, inspiration, inspirational,
Form: Free verse
Reflections of the Past, Visions of the Future
I celebrated my father's birthday this last April 4th, 2025
He would have been 75,
Yet 7 years ago, a white butterfly laid him to rest, with the rest of his family around his casket,
And my face playing masquerade among the living corpses giving me their condolences,
Not of any fault of their own,
Just that, my own brokenness
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Categories:
mentalhealth, butterfly, dad, death, faith,
Form: Dramatic Monologue
The Girl I Used To Be
I look down now
And I can just barely see
The thin, pale white lines
From the girl I used to be
The girl who’s not so far gone
Not as dead as you think
But instead of watching skin bleed
She now just puts it in ink
As the clock ticked faster
The calendar pages flipped
More and more time passed
And the scars started
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Categories:
mentalhealth, 9th grade, addiction, hurt,
Form: Quatrain
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