Troubles
Lost and confused nowhere to run
starting a new life here its begun,
going no were lost in the mind
empty completely black
not unconfined,
trying to make sense of the pieces
as i go day by day the images keep increasing,
trying to let go and start from scratch
but it feels like i'm fighting my demons
i need an escape hatch,
reminiscing of the trauma
nightmares that creep
keep me awake at night
as i fall fast asleep,
watching my eyes as i gaze at the mirror
i cant seem to think its not much clearer
facing the truth of all reality
knowing he's gone deep in mortality
recovering takes time
and i'm almost their
only think positive
i hope you take care
thank you for reading
a little of my life
i'm stronger then ever
thanks to my wife.
to my twin and I
By Monica Fontanez copyright
Copyright © Monica Fontanez | Year Posted 2015
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