Troubles

Lost and confused nowhere to run starting a new life here its begun, going no were lost in the mind empty completely black not unconfined, trying to make sense of the pieces as i go day by day the images keep increasing, trying to let go and start from scratch but it feels like i'm fighting my demons i need an escape hatch, reminiscing of the trauma nightmares that creep keep me awake at night as i fall fast asleep, watching my eyes as i gaze at the mirror i cant seem to think its not much clearer facing the truth of all reality knowing he's gone deep in mortality recovering takes time and i'm almost their only think positive i hope you take care thank you for reading a little of my life i'm stronger then ever thanks to my wife. to my twin and I By Monica Fontanez copyright