Confused
Feeling emotional but I don't know why
My heart hurts but I can't cry
Past memories haunt my present
It makes my future seem scary
How can he say he loves me if he doesn't hear me?
His secrets are my fears
It's tearing at my soul
My spirit almost broken
He tries to console........my aches
But he doesn't see he's breaking me more
Don't love me to hurt me
And don't hurt me because you don't know how to love me
My pieces are shattered
I feel battered with out him having to touch me
Trying to leave but it's like I'm nailed to the floor
I can't move
And so I stay because I love him... what does that prove
That I love him more than he could ever love me
Foolish I know
But when we started the option of leaving was No
And so I stay and play my part
Even if that mean I compromise my heart.
Copyright © Felicia Howard | Year Posted 2015
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