Confused

Feeling emotional but I don't know why My heart hurts but I can't cry Past memories haunt my present It makes my future seem scary How can he say he loves me if he doesn't hear me? His secrets are my fears It's tearing at my soul My spirit almost broken He tries to console........my aches But he doesn't see he's breaking me more Don't love me to hurt me And don't hurt me because you don't know how to love me My pieces are shattered I feel battered with out him having to touch me Trying to leave but it's like I'm nailed to the floor I can't move And so I stay because I love him... what does that prove That I love him more than he could ever love me Foolish I know But when we started the option of leaving was No And so I stay and play my part Even if that mean I compromise my heart.