Confusion Muddled With Hate
Devils N My Head..
Every Time Im Alone
All I Wanna Do Is Cry..
I Hate My Life So Much,
Nd I Know Im Not The Only
One Who Gots It Bad, Nd
I Know Other People Have It
Worse.. But Really Wtf Did I
Do To Deserve Any Of It?.
I'm Not Trying To Pity Myself
Really Im Not, Im Just Trynna
Understand. I Just Wanna Know
WHY ME!? Didn't I Deserve A
Normal Loving Family? Am I Not
Worthy Of Love. Haven't I Proved
Enough? I Really Am Trying My
Hardest, Or Am I? Okay Maybe All
I'm Really Doing Is Draggin My Feet
As I Walk. Can You Blame Me?
Is It Without Cause Or Reason?
I Have NOTHING. Nothing To Claim,
Since The Lord Of All Mighty Didnt
Find Me Worthy Or Adequate To Raise
My Babies, Whats Wrong With Me?
I Got No Family, At Least Not Really,
A Dad Who Says He Loves Me But
Truly Does Not Know I Exists Or Knows
One Damn Thing Abt Me.. A Mother,
Who Let Her Child Be Tooken Away For
Her Own Selfish Reasons. Aghhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm
Trying My Hardest To Be Happy But
These Thoughtz Get The Bettr Half Of Me
Nd God Im Beggin U , Dont Take Ramo Away
From Me.. If You Have A Heart Please Dont
Really Cuz Thats It Im Done No More Of
Things I Love Getting Torn Away From
Me.. I'll Die 1st.. By Your Hand Or Mine..
Copyright © Desie Ripoyla | Year Posted 2014
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