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Desie Ripoyla Poem
Devils N My Head..
Every Time Im Alone
All I Wanna Do Is Cry..
I Hate My Life So Much,
Nd I Know Im Not The Only
One Who Gots It Bad, Nd
I Know Other People Have It
Worse.. But Really Wtf Did I
Do To Deserve Any Of It?.
I'm Not Trying To Pity Myself
Really Im Not, Im Just Trynna
Understand. I Just Wanna Know
WHY ME!? Didn't I Deserve A
Normal Loving Family? Am I Not
Worthy Of Love. Haven't I Proved
Enough? I Really Am Trying My
Hardest, Or Am I? Okay Maybe All
I'm Really Doing Is Draggin My Feet
As I Walk. Can You Blame Me?
Is It Without Cause Or Reason?
I Have NOTHING. Nothing To Claim,
Since The Lord Of All Mighty Didnt
Find Me Worthy Or Adequate To Raise
My Babies, Whats Wrong With Me?
I Got No Family, At Least Not Really,
A Dad Who Says He Loves Me But
Truly Does Not Know I Exists Or Knows
One Damn Thing Abt Me.. A Mother,
Who Let Her Child Be Tooken Away For
Her Own Selfish Reasons. Aghhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm
Trying My Hardest To Be Happy But
These Thoughtz Get The Bettr Half Of Me
Nd God Im Beggin U , Dont Take Ramo Away
From Me.. If You Have A Heart Please Dont
Really Cuz Thats It Im Done No More Of
Things I Love Getting Torn Away From
Me.. I'll Die 1st.. By Your Hand Or Mine..
Copyright © Desie Ripoyla | Year Posted 2014
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Desie Ripoyla Poem
Why Does This Pain In My Chest Keep Increasing..
Never Ceasing,
I Always Believed The Time Would Come Where
This Infuriating, Suffocating Pain Would Go Away..
I Truly Felt My Soul Fade Every Minute Every
Second Of The Day.. Especially When The One Thing
I Had Wanted Most Was Ripped From My Heart &
Hands & Forced Me To Reality In My Brain That
Nothing Was Ever Going To Be Okay
But Then One Day I Came Across Mary Jane.
She Eased My Pain & Lifted The Guilt, Lies, Hurt
And Tears From My Eyes.. It Made Me Feel So
Good That I Never Felt The Need To Cry..
Every Since That Day I Figured It Out..
Mary Jane Is Key.. She My Lover, My Best Friend
And When Im Wrong She Helps Me Make Amends,
She Is Every Thing I Need And More... Mary Jane Is Key
Mary Jane Is Key. I Take One Hit Two Hits A Deep Third
Hit And Im Free.. I Need You Mary Don't You Every Leave
Me.. Please Oh Please Stay I Cant Live Another Day Sober
In This Life I Lead
Copyright © Desie Ripoyla | Year Posted 2014
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