The Hardest Thing To Do
When you have given it your all
thinking we will grow old together
not giving up
determined to make it work
trying to earn his respect and gain his trust
showing your loyalty
giving your heart
wanting only to matter
but he just tears you apart
always wondering why
what did I do
to make you hate me so much
I look like a fool
without any guilt and no regret
he did the one thing
that I can never forget
I try to forgive but thats hard to do
when he’s not even sorry
how can you be so cruel
you destroyed my life and our future too
we said till death do us part
but that wasn’t true
just another lie
thats all you seem to do.
you slept with my friend
over and over again
thats hardly a mistake
for this my heart cannot mend
you wanted to hurt me
and thats just what you did
my husband, my lover, you were my best friend?
what happened to forever?
why did you make me your wife
you tell me you need me because I’m your soul mate in life
yet
you don’t love me enough to tell me the truth
that’s how I know my feelings will never matter
to you
So my love this is going to be the hardest thing for me to do
learn to accept defeat and let go of you
Copyright © Shannon Stipe | Year Posted 2013
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