The Hardest Thing To Do

When you have given it your all thinking we will grow old together not giving up determined to make it work trying to earn his respect and gain his trust showing your loyalty giving your heart wanting only to matter but he just tears you apart always wondering why what did I do to make you hate me so much I look like a fool without any guilt and no regret he did the one thing that I can never forget I try to forgive but thats hard to do when he’s not even sorry how can you be so cruel you destroyed my life and our future too we said till death do us part but that wasn’t true just another lie thats all you seem to do. you slept with my friend over and over again thats hardly a mistake for this my heart cannot mend you wanted to hurt me and thats just what you did my husband, my lover, you were my best friend? what happened to forever? why did you make me your wife you tell me you need me because I’m your soul mate in life yet you don’t love me enough to tell me the truth that’s how I know my feelings will never matter to you So my love this is going to be the hardest thing for me to do learn to accept defeat and let go of you