There is no more faith, All has been erased
Struggling. I can't seem to catch a break
Nothing has gone my way
Beyond my control, Everything I was forced to let go
Vulnerable and weak
Satin takes a hold of me
All backs turned
God's too, Only on his terms
"What is it that you want!"
"Why must I be which whom you continue to taunt!"
A life I would never think to ask for is promised
My blessings at its finest
Yet nothing different, all the same
God, I put you at blame
I know better than to be oblivious
I've read the word, I know how you work, I know you exist
I've been patiently waiting
I've been praising
I feel discouraged, prayer I refuse
The devil in me, un rebuked
What more do I have to lose
More unanswered prayers, faith in God, shall that be what I choose?
Setting myself up for more failure?
It says for him to be my Lord and savior
Confused about what to believe
Either my father or enemy
It can't be both
Then finally, God spoke hope