Battle Within

There is no more faith, All has been erased Struggling. I can't seem to catch a break Nothing has gone my way Beyond my control, Everything I was forced to let go Vulnerable and weak Satin takes a hold of me All backs turned God's too, Only on his terms "What is it that you want!" "Why must I be which whom you continue to taunt!" A life I would never think to ask for is promised My blessings at its finest Yet nothing different, all the same God, I put you at blame I know better than to be oblivious I've read the word, I know how you work, I know you exist I've been patiently waiting I've been praising I feel discouraged, prayer I refuse The devil in me, un rebuked What more do I have to lose More unanswered prayers, faith in God, shall that be what I choose? Setting myself up for more failure? It says for him to be my Lord and savior Confused about what to believe Either my father or enemy It can't be both Then finally, God spoke hope