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Ava David Poem
She couldn't have stomached half of what I had to
Her tears couldn't fill up an ocean
Has his love ever even made her feel this broken?
She doesn't know half this heart ache
This ache causes me not to feel alive
I bet that girl doesn't know what it's like to feel dead inside
He tells me he doesn't love her but I know he does
Sometimes I wish I could have us back to what it was
I'll love him more than she ever will
It's amazing it has been 3 years and I still get that same thrill
She's the lucky one
She's the one
She gives him a feeling I cannot
It gives me a stomach knot
I am distraught
He sees a beauty in her that he doesn't see in me
Sometimes it's her I wish I could be
It gives me an anxious feeling
my heart skips beats
my heart drops
my heart stops
She doesn't know the abuse he's done to my mind
It is him in every guy I try to find
First love is the sweetest
First cut is the deepest
The song didn't lie
It's time to stop asking myself why
It's time for it to burn, it's time for it to die
Copyright © Ava David | Year Posted 2016
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Ava David Poem
I'm sorry mom but I had to go
I'm sorry it hurts I know
I'm sorry mom but death was calling my name
I'm sorry it was all my fault, I'm to blame
I'm sorry mom that I had to leave you so soon
Don't forget that I'm always going to be smiling down on you, at night, dawn, at noon
I'm sorry mom but my body couldn't take much more
Too many sleepless nights I was crawled up slowing dying on the floor
I'm sorry mom but everyday it was hard to breath,
felt my chest closing up on me
And now I'm laying in this black cold coffin wondering how could this be
I know I'm not there physically but I'm always there spiritually
I'm sorry mom I love you so much my sweetness
But there was so much pain in me, every inch of my body the deepness
I had to put the gun to my heart to get away
But here im so free, away
Copyright © Ava David | Year Posted 2016
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