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Junia James Poem
To my Lil Sister
Lil sister your 19 now and I just wanted to put make up words on paper for you/A couple things for you to remember/ A couple things I hope you'll do/ in life there are two significant dresses you'll wear, the one you'll wear to your wedding and when the you'll wear to your funeral/ so make each dress you wear in between purposeful/ God made you the person you are so know that you are inexorably beautiful/ Flawless to no end/ Fall victim to no sin/ you are your mothers daughter it is in your dna to dress as a purposeful woman/ Lil Sister/ Their are going to times when your heart feels like life is cutting into it with the precise precision of a surgeon/struggle bring the depression so make sure that your faith is certain/ Live every day as if you were Jesus/ Live every day like your the star of the best filming feature/ Lil Sister/ there is going to be a war and nothing I say can prepare you for/ but just know that every prayer that our mother and father does for you is a knock on the Gods door/ Keep your faith and know that your not 19 years young your 19 years powerful.
Copyright © Junia James | Year Posted 2016
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Junia James Poem
I'm tired of writing love poems and trying to put spins on them;
So for inspiration and ideas i go brainstorming;
But each thought, each idea seems to be a duplicate of the last poem;
"The glimmer of her memory never seems to diminish" if i should quote one;
The most amazing part about all these poems is not that I wrote them;
its that they're all about you;
so a thought about you is always around the corner from my mind;
But loving you was always harder than putting thread through a needle if i was blind;
And i could never figure you out even if i was smarter than Einstein;
See pain and love reside in the same exact address of my heart either one would answer the door when you runged;
Like when you didn't say nothing when your brother called me out my name and we got the scrapping cause i ain't no punk;
Or when you finally said i love you who would've thunk;
In my hearts mind i know i have to free you from the prison that is deep inside my aorta, pass the pulmonary valve;
there you'll find all of our memories that were once upon a time;
before i unlock the doors with the keys of forgiveness and free the memories we once shared like wind to leaves;
I just want you to know a couple things to put my mind at ease;
You were my definition of love when problems arose we chose to be more discrete;
Who knew my heart would tremble, broken like a Haitian street;
They told me to be patient and that time heels all wounds;
But you leaving left a big whole in my heart the size of a balloon;
Ive been walking around these streets hoping nobody pops it so i wont end up a guy in a loveless casket
Copyright © Junia James | Year Posted 2016
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Junia James Poem
Girl of my dreams
Sometimes I feel my heart beats hate faster than the heart of Satan/
Seeing you in his arms brings me to the level I'm hatin/
Ain't no fakin that I barely know you/
Only met a couple times and I'm convinced that I'm the guy for you/
See baby that dude ain't worthy/
He only noticed your beauty occasionally/
Like February/
Shower you in chocolate and flowers when you need to be loved on the daily/
Today you walked passed me and smiled/
Meanwhile I'm thinking there goes the girl of my dreams walkin passed me now/
And tonight I close my eyes/
Dreamin bout what our love lives might be like/
How I would kiss you from your lips and end up between your thick ass thighs with no cellulite/
But tonight a lil different/
I dreamt bout scheme that could probably get me sentenced/
The idea sounds crazy but the danger seems acute to the lovin well be makin/
I'd go find out where he sleeps and/
Wait a couple weeks and/
Make friends with the guy and sell em some pills that could put em into eternal sleepin/
Ain't no time to be afraid no more it's time for bravery/
It's time to put into action the world class scheme that will get me the girl of my dreams/
I walked up to em lik whats up buddy tryna get right?/
He answered what you got? I pull out some pills in bag that's air tight/
I said just put a couple in your drink and it'll get you tighter than the seems in your jacket/
See wacthn em all them weeks got me knowin all his lil bad habits/
As he pops the pills in his drink that will ultimately put em in his casket/
I imagine myself as king and you as my queen/ how you would make a garden and I'd would rake the leaves/
He lifts the cup the cup to his lips and bring life to my dreams
Copyright © Junia James | Year Posted 2016
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Right now There are millions of words that can describe the difference between you and i/ in fact it's bout the same as many times as I thought of dying/ it's not something I'm of afraid of/ I just feel bad for the days I wake up/ surely if life is worth millions I'll take a pay cut/ these days I found myself forgetting your mistakes and stuck remembering you/ reminiscing bout the days I was the gum stuck under your shoes/ you had the remote control to my happiness and the bomb that would blast me off in fumes/ maintained the same affection that was given and never acted too cute/ but my eyes seen your beauty as expected like the rise and fall of the sun and the moon/ my kisses were the prescription for life's emotional wounds/ my hugs were the band aids for the cuts left by other dudes/ honestly it's either God or luck that combined us two/ if you were to fall 6 feet under I'd be in the ground too/ because our souls are like knots that boys scouts do/ the feeling of ecstasy when our lips touched/ the softness of your skin the essence of your core ball up in a fist to give me the umph I feel in my gut/ verbose were the words to define our love/ my tongue struck the strings of your skin/ making you sing the lyrics that you can only find from within/ to think I used to call you and hang up before the phone rings/ the thought of me became malignant a smile was always safety pinned/ intuitive without the life experience/outside what we shared glistened/ inside the pain was ubiquitous like a major organ was missing/ if I could, I'd take me out back and stomp a whole in my ass for ever hurting you/ wishing I was the man waiting on that altar instead of sitting on the pews/ as the pastor ask "if there's anybody here that know reason why these two cant be husband and wife" I jump up screaming I Love You!!!!!!!!
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I've learned little secrets bout myself that I collect like fireflies
I put em in a drawer in the back of my mind hoping by the time I'm asked bout one it would've already died.
I feed the beast that craves flesh and intimacy as side.
Knowing my one true love heart is on the line.
I keep my infidelities secret and mask lies with pride.
And when regret and shame starts bubbling up inside.
I wrestle my emotions with a simple grin and smile.
And if she ask me if I ever cheated I'll do what any faithful man would do deny deny deny.
Copyright © Junia James | Year Posted 2016
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I appreciate criticism love to hear your thoughts/ enlightenment can't be bought/ your words can be the net to the pimped butterfly that is too evasive to be caught.
Copyright © Junia James | Year Posted 2016
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