Can You Really Be Faithful

I've learned little secrets bout myself that I collect like fireflies I put em in a drawer in the back of my mind hoping by the time I'm asked bout one it would've already died. I feed the beast that craves flesh and intimacy as side. Knowing my one true love heart is on the line. I keep my infidelities secret and mask lies with pride. And when regret and shame starts bubbling up inside. I wrestle my emotions with a simple grin and smile. And if she ask me if I ever cheated I'll do what any faithful man would do deny deny deny.