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Natasha Parkins Poem
Its so easy to fake smile
when i've been doing it for a while
Ive lost my god damn mind
i'm not okay, everyone is so damn blind
I used to think that the monsters lived under my bed
but now ive figured out that theyre all just in my head
People think that i need love
but all i really need and want is to be in heaven, up above
Anyway, who would love a freak
such as myself, they would leave as soon as they looked into my mind, even just the littlest peek
The most important thing is not to lose the balance, which means not to write to you amidst the sleepless night
But I will get better, because at the end of the tunnel, theres a light.
Im always lonely
but ill keep it that way, happily.
Everything that could go wrong, did go wrong
but ill get through it, because im strong
Poem is about my struggles
12/14/2015
My name is Natasha
For the contest, Poetry Writing #1, sponsor, Broken Wings
Copyright © Natasha Parkins | Year Posted 2015
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Natasha Parkins Poem
My so called "father" left me and my family when i was six weeks old
how could he be so cold?
He was never there when I needed him the most
he acts like im a ghost
I will never forget the stuff he has done
he thinks its all just a game of fun
And now that I have contacted him myself
he doesnt even bother to ask about my health
Hes never bothered
Its like he wouldn't even care if I got smothered
He does nothing but lie
sometimes I wonder why I even try
He has no interest in me
I should just let go and let him be
Other male adults are more of a father to me
Atleast they don't flee
Poem is about my "father"
12/14/2015
My name is Natasha
For the contest, Poetry Writing #1, sponsor, Broken Wings
Copyright © Natasha Parkins | Year Posted 2015
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