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Best Poems Written by Julie Mollohan

Below are the all-time best Julie Mollohan poems as chosen by PoetrySoup members

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Not Your Friend

These demons I struggle to fight
They win everytime I light the pipe

I can't seem to get a grip on life
I know if I don't stop soon I am going to die
Honestly, I'm already dead on the inside.

The drugs and the anger are controlling my life
I wish I had never laid hands on this thing called Ice

It feels awesome going in
But then it just fuels the anger 
I got stored within

If I have any advice for you 
I would warn you that this drug is not your friend
Better run while you can!

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Not By Myself

I didn't do this all by myself
You helped to create this hell.

It was suppose to be you and me
Meth came along and that made three

Your body was physically here
Losing you emotionally is what I feared 

Busy on the phone is how you stayed
Resentment built stronger everyday

Taking another hit out this pipe
While being alone every night

Getting high with you was once fun
But now I think I'm about done

Losing our kids and a place to stay
By smoking this ice we gave it all away!

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Angel I Knew

Some night I lay awake thinking of you
It’s a painful reminder that you were my glue
You was what held me together
You were my hero too
And just like that 
You were an angel that I knew

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My Little Sis

My sister is a one of a kind
She sometimes can be annoying, but I don't mind
I love her, I can not lie
No matter what I will be by her side
I promise to always be around
I will try and make you feel safe and sound
You are my little sis yes you are....
And girl you will always have my heart

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My Best Friend

I don't need you or anyone else, because all I need is my best friend. 
My bae, my go to girl, she is the only thing I need in this world.

She has my back when no one else has, if you dis her you can be for sure I will kick your ass....Now please hand us that glass.

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Melt Away

Here I sit sucking in this poison, melting my pain away
This right here is my greatest escape.
I suck you in and blow you out and just like that I no longer have doubt.

I feel the tingle in my toes, the rush in my head 
as I sit here smoking you on my bed.
It is the best feeling I have felt.
It is the way I deal since he left.

Light it up and watch the smoke roll
all over this tin foil.
You are the only thing I need to be free,
no one else can take the lead.

I need you more and more everyday
But you are one thing I know won't go away.

Killing me slowly, you probably are
But it is the best I have felt by far.
Come on let's light you up again
And come to a tunnel that never ends!!!!

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Story About a Girl

Let me tell you a story about a girl that I know
She always had a problem of letting go
Always trying to find something to numb the pain
This girl today just isn’t the same
Something came along her way
To motivate her to get through her day
She hit every couple of hours
In her mind it gave her super powers
 
Days turned to weeks which turned into months
She tried so hard, but it had a stronger punch
She promised she would get off the drugs
The ice she did was no longer fun
Well she finally quit
And I will tell you why
The girl is no longer around
The ice took her life!

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On Her Own

Who are you? I had someone ask. I replied I am a girl with a past. I am the girl that has fallen more times then she likes to count. I am the girl that people talk about in town. I am the girl who has felt pain, and the one that gets most of the blame. I have been around, and promise I have a story to tell. This might be a story that you might not understand very well, unless you lived it yourself.  It’s a story nevertheless my friend. 

 Wisdom has come from my journey; sometimes walking this rocky road in a hurry. I have had all a girl could possibly want; to losing it all to a life sucking scum; Living like some homeless bums. I have seen and felt it all, and I wouldn't wish it on anyone. Sell my soul just so I can eat, or have a comfortable place to sleep. Having a husband that leaves me emotionally beat, but refuses to let him defeat me. I know very well of my sins, but not giving up. My demons will not win. So who am I?

 I am the woman that finally seen some light. I am the woman that still has the fight. I'm going to be the woman, which once she is completely free, never letting another man have control over me. Or anything else that might be. I'm the woman who learned from her mistakes, one who now knows a fake. I am one who will have it all again. I am someone who will stand up for what she believes in. I am someone who will help a desperate hand, or wipe the tears for a friend. I am the one that came up with a plan.

 Not depending on anyone for support. I'm the woman comfortable being a dork, and being able not to look over my shoulder at the store. Gradually as you see, this woman is starting to let go. I'm finally regaining my soul. I am a strong, independent woman that now can proudly stand on her own!!!!

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My Living Hell

I give up
I have no luck
I am your slave, by your side is where I should stay.

Hustle for my master
Get him what he needs
Even if that means getting on my knees.

Lonely he shall not feel
My chore is to carry the guilt
Maybe you do love me more then anyone else
HA! welcome to my living hell.

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Fool Out of Me

A parent I thought you would be
But an inconvenience I turned out to be
All I needed was a hand
I couldn’t have you even as a friend
Lies is all you spoke, the truth I don’t believe has ever been told
A story oh could I tell; of all your deceit and trails.
A family is all I need, thinking I had one
Well that made a fool out of me!