Best Poems Written by Lexi Lovish

Feelings

Happy. Happy... happy?


The definition of happy is as follows


'feeling or showing pleasure of contentment'

Happy is a mask.

Happy is a mask to hide sadness.

We all use this mask. Were all sad at times. And we use this mask to

hide. I am sad...

sad. sad... sad?

The definition of sad is as follows

'felling or showing of sorrow'

I don't show emotions much.

I find that if people know how i feel,

it will impact on them. i cant be sad

if I'm sad my mom will blame herself

so I'm happy. happy so that my mom is happy too.


but that makes me angry. angry i cant show emotion

angry that....

angry. angry... angry?

The definition of angry is as follows

'having a strong feeling of or showing annoyance, displeasure, or hostility'

That's me. I'm angry. I'm angry at the fact i cant be sad unless i want my


mom to be sad. so i mask it with happy but that make me.. Angry.

but that's another problem. i cant be angry. or my mom will think its her

fault.

I must mask this anger with happiness.

I must be happy.

Happy. Happy... Happy?

My definition of happy is as follows

'The only emotion in which I'm aloud to feel without being questioned'

I will be happy so know one will know that I'm sad for being mad because

forced to be......

Happy.

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