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Terri Evans Poem
Standing alone
in this empty place
I wish I could change
the blank look on
your face.
Letting you go
is harder then it seems
Easier said then done
everyone says to me.
Breathing deep as I
start to walk away
Hopeing you will see
what this has done to me.
I'll remember your voice
If you remember this clear
leaving you here is my darkest fear.
Terri
4/26/07
Copyright © Terri Evans | Year Posted 2007
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Who am I?
a liar
a cheater
a fake
Who am I?
different
alone and afraid
Who am I?
empty
cold and dead
Where am I going?
Depends on where I lay my bed
Who am I?
loved
kind and always there.
Who am I?
weak
depressed
scared
I really don't know who i am inside sometimes I just think I'm a waste of time.
If your willing to take the time to find
Then just answer this one question
Who am I?
Copyright © Terri Evans | Year Posted 2009
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Cant believe your not here
Lost inside
Trying to erase the fear
I didn't get to say goodbye
It wasn't that long ago
That i had you in my arms
Hugging you to let you know
That I needed you more
I breathe a little deeper
trying to hold back all the tears
Remembering the times
You was always here
The days and years
Months and weeks
Went by so fast
I couldn't even think
Memories of you
Wonder through my head
Times where you would "Baby" me
Daddy's little girl is what you said
I couldn't deny it
How true that is
Not trying to believe
That your not here
I know this won't be easy
Apart of my heart is missing
As tears roll down my face
Thinking about you
I hold tight to the good times
and let the bad ones slip through
There will be times I'll stare in space
Wondering how things would be
If you didn't leave this place
The times you would sing to me
The times you would cry
The times where you'd smile
I'll never let that slip by
You'll always be in my heart
No matter what i do
I didn't think I'd have to picture
My life without you
All the birthdays cards i made you
Ill hold close and dear
Just remember
In my life you'll always be here
I'll remember the mornings
I'd wake up and see your face
I didn't think I'd ever have to say
Goodbye this way
Daddy's little girl is what I'll always be
I'll never forget you
Please remember me.
I love you Daddy
R.i.p 6.5.11
Copyright © Terri Evans | Year Posted 2011
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Love is not the way its supposed to be its pretty as a flower, yet stings like a bee
When your all alone your heart is in a ball when you find out your love doesn't
love you at all
It is interesting how love works interesting how it breaths
While all the hurting goes on love never seems to leave
When we feel lost we leave love alone it knocks on our hearts until we let it grow.
Remember what this poem is
Remember what it means
Love is pretty as a flower, yet stings like a bee
Terri
June 3,2003
Copyright © Terri Evans | Year Posted 2006
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All my feelings on this piece of paper
Trying to put it all together
Like a missing puzzle piece
Falling way out of my reach
Tons of glass shattering to the ground
Cutting me as I bleed all out
Thought I had it all together
Now I know what really mattered
I breathe in too deep
Taking one look at this piece
Noticing there's no writing at all
The paper is still blank and I'm crawling
Copyright © Terri Evans | Year Posted 2016
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Tear filled eyes
the last kiss
this is the last hug
to let you know
you will be missed.
The last look in your eyes
thinking about
what was just said
our last I love you
buried in my head.
Laying on my bed
wishing it was a dream
I close my eyes, and
I fast open just to see
if you would be next to me.
I know I have to stay strong
I believe we can make it through
I only wish I knew if you
are thinking about me too.
Looking at the same night sky
staring at the same full moon
I pray to God that you will return home safe
to me and to the love we always knew.
-Terri Evans
Copyright © Terri Evans | Year Posted 2009
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I know your breathing
I know your bleeding
pain inside
kills the time.
I cant stand it here
lost in my fear
let me go
I want to know
Why do you not notice
the look on my face?
the tears in my eyes?
the empty space?
Breaking my soul
telling me to go
wanting to show
how hard is it to
actually be this way.
Im letting you be
forget about me
-Terri Evans
Copyright © Terri Evans | Year Posted 2009
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You've given me about everything I've ever asked for
Thats why I want to tell you dear each day I love you more.
If I could turn back the hands of time theres one thing I would erase
and that would be all the worry lines I've put upon your sweet face.
You've been my friend through all these years
the only true one I've had.
You've been there by my side to comfort
me when things were going bad.
And rho life's not been easy it never was meant to be
I wanted you to know sweetheart your everything to me.
I've almost lost you many times,but God has pulled us through
hes given us another chance to live our life all new.
Theres just one thing in this whole world
I'd really love to do. and that one thing to me
sweetheart is to live my life with you.
your wife
with love
"Teeny"
( this was written to my grandpa... we never discovered this poem until the day
she passed away. It fell from a photograph of her and my sister... ( the picture
was tooken when my sister was little). We framed it and had it placed in the
living room.... January 2nd 2008 my house caught fire and we practically lost
everything especially this only poem written to grandpa by his wife ( grandma).
Lucky before the fire one year in 2006 I had the chance to write it down and
place among my poems... When I read this poem I grew the ability to write my
own... like I have a piece of my grandma in me. and I just want to tell her I miss
her and love her "R.I.P. grandma Evans aka Teeny 9/11/1934- 9/8/1999")
Copyright © Terri Evans | Year Posted 2008
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Locked in a box
is my love for you
its just to sad to be renewed.
Right now its bleeding crying tears of pain
the only time its happy is when it is sane.
Not many notice that my love is weak
not even wondering if love as needs.
My love is mysterious it hides things pretty well
until I let it all go.
My love has troubles theres nothing I can do.
The only person its missing is you
Locked in a box
only you hold the key
only you can let my love free
Terri Evans
3/2/2006
Copyright © Terri Evans | Year Posted 2006
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We never spend time together
Its like I don't exist to you anymore
unless I'm practically begging for you to see me.
I never thought It would be this way
I am gone during the days, your gone during the nights.
I sleep alone and I might as well be alone.
I miss the way you used to be
but I can't bring the past back
You changed too much and I'm lost and out of touch.
The day I said goodbye to you
was the day I lost out on who
you could have been.
You came back four months later
and you go for every girl but me.. in the end.
I might has well be invisible.
Might has well just pretend
cause when it all falls down
I could have died
and I wish I would have.
Sometimes I think you can be better off without me
I guess only time will tell what the God has seen.
Until then and now just leave me be.
Terri Evans
01-15-2008
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