Alone

We never spend time together Its like I don't exist to you anymore unless I'm practically begging for you to see me. I never thought It would be this way I am gone during the days, your gone during the nights. I sleep alone and I might as well be alone. I miss the way you used to be but I can't bring the past back You changed too much and I'm lost and out of touch. The day I said goodbye to you was the day I lost out on who you could have been. You came back four months later and you go for every girl but me.. in the end. I might has well be invisible. Might has well just pretend cause when it all falls down I could have died and I wish I would have. Sometimes I think you can be better off without me I guess only time will tell what the God has seen. Until then and now just leave me be. Terri Evans 01-15-2008