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Tragedy In Black

Everyone has an obsession
Others are harmless 
Hers were not
Obsession devours beautiful souls into the black of night 
Hers soul was bright and promising
If only she had known this on that night
They carried her away 
Her future fading to black and vanished quickly 
She had been consumed with depression 
She strived to be like others, tall and pretty
Jealousy rotted her soul slowly 
Agencies loved her 
But only them 
She spent long hours crying 
Her obsession? Leaving crimson tear drops in her wake
Pricks and slices 
She struggled to hide the secrets
Being exposed to the world for all to see yet even then no one knew
She was dark 
Captured by the emptiness of the dark as she withered away 
Waiting to be found 
That pretty face was no more 
Jealousy rotted her through
Yet again obsession took another beautiful soul

Caitlyn Ellison

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Vanished Away

Your words are sad they say
Your heart cant simply feel that way
Way to broken to repair these days
Way to hurt to ever return
Return to the days of joy and tears
Return to the people who left her there
There in the cold to fend for herself
There all alone to love her siblings
Sibling became her kids
Siblings she took ownership
Ownership of the beautiful lives
Ownership of adult life
Life where she watched her “kids” grow 
Life where she chose to grow on her own
Own accord
Own life skills
Skills she learned by herself
Skills she taught them as well
Well as she could being seven
Well as she could not knowing how
How to be a mom 
How to replace her parents
Parents who divorced
Parents who started a war
War between houses
War with kids in-between
In-between the lies they told
In-between the love they chose
Chose chaos 
Chose to split
Split the holidays in two
Split the houses completely
Completely shocked she became
Completely scared she proclaimed
Proclaimed they loved her
Proclaimed it was the best
Best was all she gave to her “kids” now
Best was what she wanted 
Wanted them to be happy at her own cost
Wanted them to see all she did
Did it hurt?
Did he say good bye
Good bye’s never happen 
Good bye’s make it worse
Worse to wake up to dads stuff gone
Worse to realize love had vanished
Vanished into the night as he
Vanishes into the night as she held her “kids” tight
Away
Tight

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Love Will Shine

Fragile with Cover
Love the Girl 
Love her Heart
Hearts can be Fragile  
Hearts can be Broken 
Broken and left Fractured
Broken hearts go Unnoticed
Unnoticed she Wonders
Unnoticed she Sighs
Sighs of Loneliness
Sighs in Confusion
Confusion Overwhelms
Confusion hurts like Hell 
Hell is where she Is
Hell is where she’d rather Stay 
Stay Asleep 
Stay Alive
Alive to Wonder 
Alive to Wish 
Wish he loved Her
Wish he Knew
Knew the pain he Inflicted 
Knew the pain he Provoked
Provoked a fire in Her
Provoked the pain of Yesterday 
Yesterday she Cried
Yesterday she wondered How
How a boy she loved could hurt Her
How she could be so Blind 
Blind to his Ways
Blind to his Lies
Lies he told 
Lies she Believed 
Believed he meant Everything 
Believed she was the only One 
One for Him 
One and Only 
Only has Herself 
Only if he didn’t Lust
Lust looses it’s Glory 
Lust is all he Wanted 
Wanted to be Appreciated 
Wanted not to be so Fragile 
Fragile she Is
Is it Fate 
Is it Destiny 
Destiny is not this Life
Destiny is the light she chooses to Shine
Shine without cover
Shine in the Darkness
Cover
Darkness

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Life

Yesterday was a day she didn’t want to live
She didn’t want breath 
She didn’t want to smile	
Thinking was out of the question
All she wanted was to cry and scream 
She spends today going through life
When she thinks about the life she lives, she declines
Her mind spins out of control 
Her smile fades quickly to hysterical tears
She loses it
Alone.
She swiftly declines to suicide
Contemplating, Death pending.  
All though so young, she feels as though she has done her time 
With the broken hearts becoming unbearable 
She wants her life to stop
However, she continues to breathe today
To again endure the pains  
As though they never happened
That beautiful smile holds an ugly secret
The truth will not be shared

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Dark Days

The blood drips down her leg
Wondering what she did to deserve this
The life flows from the wounds she created.
The blade and blood is her true form of accepting.
Caring. Loving. Trusting,
All having sick and twisted definitions in her head.
Everyone hates her so why should she try?
Questions continuously swallowing the silence
The love she feels is false and empty
She has become bitter and broken but goes unnoticed.
The hard shell she has is not to keep you out,
Rather to keep her pieces contained
She once loved with her whole existence..
Worthless she feels.
The blood drips to the floor
The lights get blurry
Maybe this way she will feel important
Loved, missed, cared for.
When she is gone the love will pour in
Even as the blood pours out
But as she floats somewhere between
Her hallow shell filled with broken pieces
Hidden from the world until the day it’s released
She cries and say her last good byes.
The final good byes will be just that.
The blood runs slower down her leg
The lights get darker
She whispers “I will be loved now”
Darkness consumes the once pretty girl in an ugly scene
Lost to the selfishness of others
A beautiful soul, released of the pain she was burdened with.
Free to float and now be loved.

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Child of His

Keep going 
Keep pushing 
Pushing out the hate
Pushing out the words
Words that spit like venom 
Words that roll of the tongue with ease
Ease of not thinking
Ease of hurt
Hurt is the easiest to inflict
Hurt normally goes unnoticed
Unnoticed when he doesn’t love
Unnoticed he shows me my worth 
Worth nothing to him 
Worth hurting his child
Child of God I am 
Child of his I am not
AM 
NOT!

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Good Bye

Love is beautiful 
Love is kind 
Love is not what I left behind
I left you there far behind
To keep me away from being entwined 
Stuck in your lust 
I leave you in the dust
Good bye.

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Terrible Night

He has no idea he hurt me
He will never know he abused me
Tore my soul wide open
I hold onto the pain 
Like a terrible broken treasure
It’s mine 
Only mine
You’re stronger than me
Now we know 
You get your way 
Now I know
Are you proud?
It wasn’t my first
But I will never forget 
The night you thought I was playing
The night you fought for my love
Took the “love” you wanted
I keep the clothes to never forget
The night that zipper broke
My reminder to never trust a guy
Now no one will know 
Not even you. 
I wasn’t playing..

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Hearts Break

Sometimes hearts have to break to know what love is.
To know how to fight
To care and trust
Yes, mine is broken
 But you bet I’ll never give up 
The strongest people have the most pain 
Broken hearts change lives
They show what you really can do 
How you really can be 
Love is powerful 
Love is beautiful

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Alone

The days go by 
She wonders why 
She's always alone
No one ever knows
Where she goes 
Why she isn't seen 
She is stuck in between
Trust everyone and no one 
Rather be alone than hurt 
Too bad it hurts worse