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Written by Ann Wilson on
October 31 st 2006
I WAS BORN IN THE OCEAN WILD AND FREE LEAVE ME ALONE AND` LET ME
BE ME.THE OCEAN IS WHERE MAMALS WERE MEANT TO STAY AND MEANT
TO BE. THE OCEAN IS WHERE I WAS MEANT TO BE. FREE TO BE ME.AS THE
WATERS I SWIM EACH AND EVERY DAY.I WAS NOT MEANT TO BE PUT ON
DISPLAY TOO LOOK AT AND DO TRICKS FOR THE CROWD THE OCEAN IS
WHERE I WANT TO PLAY.YOU ARE ALL FOOLS TO THINK THIS IS TRUE WHY
MUST YOU BE VERY CRUEL.THE OCEAN IS WHERE I AM THE HAPPIEST YOU
SEE. YOU MAY NOT SEE IT MY WAY AND YOU MIGHT DISAGREE.THE OCEAN
WITH THE SALT WATERS IS MEANT FOR ALL OF THE DOLPHINS AND ME IT
NEEEDS `TO BE MY WAY AND THATS OK.I DON'T WANT TO DO TRICKS YOU
NEED TO SEE IT MY WAY. SAVE ME TODAY LET ME BE BACK IN THE OCEAN.
THE FACTS ARE CLEAR I CAN LIVE A LONGER LIVE HERE.CAN YOU HAVE A
HEART SO LISTEN TO ME YOU KNOW WHERE I WAS MEAN TO BE. OR IS
YOUR HEART SO COLD AND MEAN. I AM DEEPLY SAD PLEASE GIVE ME A
CHANCE. I KNOW I AM NOT WRONG I KNOW WHERE I BELONG. WITH THE
WAVES I GO SPLASHING JUMPING UP AND DIVING SO HIGH. LADIES AND
GENTLEMEN BOYS AND GIRLS I WANT TO BE HAPPY AGAIN. LET ME GO
HOME IS WHERE I BELONG IN THE CLEAR WATERS YOU KNOW THATS
TRUE. I AM GLAD YOU HAVE LISTEN TO WHAT I HAD TO SAY.NO I AM HAPPY
NOT SAD AND BLUE I AM .HAPPY NOW TODAY .GOODBYE TO ALL. I THANK
YOU SO FOR LETTING ME BE FREE BEING BORN IN THE OCEAN AND
REMAINING THERE MEANS ALOT TO ME. SPLISH SPLASH I AM MAKING MY
DASH NOW I AM AS HAPPY AS CAN BE. THANK YOU ALL FOR LISTENING TO
THIS MAMMAL THAT I AM. DEEP DOWN WE ALL KNOW ITS TRUE I WAS BORN
IN THE OCEAN WILD AND FREE
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As I reflect on that October day when I lost my brother when he ended his life in
such a tragic way. He was troubled and lonely and blue he felt unloved too and
didn’t know what to do. He had a mental Illness and thought there was many
enemies in his life and felt scared too. When I look back at his tragic death I
should of taken him more seriously on the thoughts going on in his mind. I will
tell you now what I am feeling inside Mental Illness is real don’t take the warning
signs lightly for it does exists I am so sad now for he is very missed .He ended
his own life on that October day. I was at home when I got the call. I did not
believe it was true. When I went to the police station and was directed to go in
this room. And he told me to sit down there in this chair. When he told me he
ended his life that day. It happen when he drove his car and into the creek. I can’t
believe he is out of my life. And can’t believe that it happen that way. I started
crying and could not stop. When you think of a loved one that you love so much
you take for granted that they are alive and ok and do not have that thought of the
tragic news of them dying. My brother is gone now with his loved ones who have
passed away why did he have to go at all why did he end his life that way. The
nights are lonely without him here for I love him so much and I am grieved with
despair. For I do remember the things we did together .The pain still hurts deep
down inside. I wish I can turn back the time and still have my brother by my side.
If you have someone in your life who has a mental illness look for the signs and
the way they are feeling. They may be crying out for help so take the time to listen
to them and ask them how can I help you . For I wish I can bring my loved one
back today. Don’t wait too long to do the right thing. So if they are hurting I hope
you know before it is too late. Take these thought and make up your mind for you
don’t want to run out of time. So I have decided to write you this as I am reflecting
back that October day. If you have a loved one in your life who needs you be there
for them for what I have said is true. Mental illness is real for my loved one is
gone don’t wait too long you need to be there for them you need be strong. For I
am telling the truth I know I am not wrong. Don’t take what I am saying lightly
mental illness does exist.
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As we all reflected back in time of our life and how it is today we know in our
hearts we can do anything we think we can if we try real hard and believe in our
abilities we can push back the fears inside and know that all we have to do is try.
Get rid of those negative thinking. And try the best we can. All we need is a plan.
we may have to try over and over again failure is ok because we can start now
The progress may come slow. But in the long run we will complete what we had
planned to do and we will know. You can’t afford to let negative feelings to get in
your way. What kind of dream do you want to do. Has it been a long lost thought.
Or has it been a long lost dream we need not to push that dream away in the
back of my mind. Think real hard of what you wanted to do. Has it been haunting
you. We are not too old too start. It maybe something deep in our heart. Don’t give
up make your mind and try hard for I have been told. Like someone who is
working on making a mold. I love to write poems and they may need some work.
For I now as I am speaking there is hope. What about that writer that wrote a
book. Do you think it was as easy as it looked. They made mistakes along the
way. And tried again and not give up. We all have to crawl before we walk. We
can’t always have it our way. Or thoughts of having it all. Try hard but you must
have the will. Don’t wait too long for your dreams to come true. Listen to that
small voice inside but to listen you must be still. I know a man who is in my life
today had nowhere to turn he had a plan and knew what he wanted to do. He
didn’t give up and he made up his mind that if he went back in time the boy who
didn’t have a dime. He was the boy without a shoe. He is the man who I hold real
dear. For his name is Dave and here is living right here. So make it clear make it
true if you try real hard and have a plain for there is a man who was without a
shoe and started a life with his wife fresh and new. He sometimes wished he
could of turn back the time for this man is a proud man now and can tell you what
to do you don’t have to be that boy or girl without a shoe.
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The pain was so real for my brother Nate. We did not see the signs of the way he
was feeling. If he cried out for help and let us know. My dear bother would still be
hear and with the proper medicine he would begin to heal. What was you
thinking of that October day. When you took your own life that ended so suddenly
that way. Did you feel you were not loved and for that split second ended your life
instead of calling for help before you plunged in the water. What was on your
mind when you put your hands up with despair. And down in the water went the
car on that October day. Did you cry out did you try and pray. Did you find the pain
on this earth too much to cope. Dearest brother you are very missed it is sad but
true. Have I not told you more often that I do love you. I feel a loss without you
hear. I wish you were not gone I wish you were near. I can't stand the pain it is too
hard to bear Too For I look to this day that I wish I can change. That I made more
time with you my brother now it too late because you are in heaven with the
angels on high I will always love you my dear brother Nate you will always hold a
special place in my heart until we meet again in heaven the most beautiful place
where we will have no more tears and pain. Dearest brother until we meet again
I will love you always until the day when I die I will join you then only then we will
not depart.
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Written by Ann Wilson on
October 31 2006
What were you thinking of on that October day? When you went over the line and
plunged into the creek. What was on your mind when you held up your hands?
Did you not care and want to give up? Or was your pain so real to you and
suddenly the thoughts came to your mind and were you feeling like you didn't
care ?Were you hurting so much with only despair?Did you think you would not
be missed? Or did you say I will take my own life because nobody cares? Did
you know what you were doing or did your mind just snap? If you would of shared
with us that you wanted to end your own life. Or was your mind doing tricks in
your head? Or did you just give up and want to be dead? My dearest brother we
are all sad that you have departed with us this way. Did you not try and pray or did
you not think your pain and suffering was to much to bear. We all miss you so
dearly we wish you was here. I want you to know what is plain and clear that your
loved ones are sad that you went and left us on that October day. As we had to
say goodbye on the 7th of October for saying good bye is hard. You are still in our
thoughts from time to time. And still in our minds with the same thoughts over
and over time and time again Why did you have to leave us why did you go
away? What were you thinking of that day?
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Do you feel lonely and blue? Do you feel that nobody loves you and cares or
thinks of you. Is you mind with emptiness and sadness? Are you filled with
troubles that you can't understand? When you are with these thoughts is it with
much despair or do you wish you could turn back the time and wished you could
of done something different as the time is passing? Are you true to your feelings
and say what is on your mind. Or do you keep it all bottled up inside what is
stopping you is it pride. Do you tell someone what you are feeling and be true to
yourself and take that chance to tell someone you are hurting inside. Do you feel
the pain will go away you need to bow down your head and pray and take that
chanced today. Don't wait too late cry if you will listen to that small voice but to
listen you must be still .You may be surprised at how it will turn out. You may
help someone else who is hurting too. Take that chance and Find someone you
can count on before it is too late. They will tell you if you must let go of the pain to
scream and shout with all your might and tell you that you need to do what is
right. You have more too gain then more to lose it is you life you can do as you
chose. They may need you too so don't wait to long to say what your thinking
because they may be sad and blue too. You don't have to feel you are alone with
these thoughts there are a lot of men and women who from time to time feel the
same and have had sadness and shame and despair and felt their life is
crumbling too. You are not alone don’t feel you are in their way so don't hold back
for they may feel the same way and tell you to stay and not go away. You may try
and get outside of yourself and you may be surprised of what they will say then
you can forget about your own troubles that have been going your way .So when
they share their feeling with you then you can ask this question that has been
haunting you. Do you feel lonely and blue.
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How can we tell when our loved ones is in pain? What do we look for in times of
their need?I ask my self time and time again and what could I have done
different. I also ask my self why does someone end their life in such a short time.
Was the pain so real that they went away. What was it that they were trying to
gain or trying to say. Was I so blind to see for myself. Why do they leave us and
not want to stay. Were they hurting so deep down inside .Or did they look up to
God or felt to lonley to pray. When you lose a loved one in such a tragic way. Do
you blame yourself and ask God to bring them back because you did not want
them to leave and wished they could of stayed. Do you feel like you wish you
could turn back the clock .And plead with God and say why is my loved one gone
please bring them back today so you can spend a different moment with them
and tell them you love them and not brush them off and not be in a hurry
because you have too many things to do and why not treat that special time with
pleasure letting them know With love, caring and concern, reach out your hand
do not look at them with displeasure instead replace it with a smile on your face
and a special glow. When they look in your eyes they will see pleasure and they
will know when you say I love you and I want to enjoy the special moments you
have with them for someday when it is our calling when we are all old and gray
they would not take their own life they would die when God calls them in his time
so when their life here on earth is ending it would end a more natural way.
Please take this moment in time and when your loved one is hurting don't look
the other way tell them that they are ok. Then love with all your heart spend more
time to listen when they are hurting so deep down inside. Don't think the pain
they are having will go away for they are trying to tell so something. Dont look the
other way. Open up your heart and believe what I am saying for this is true. For I
have lost a loved one and have not taking the time to read the signs.
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Do you know what love means to you? Can you put it in your pocket or store it
away for another day. Is it the special moment in time? Does it last forever or
does it go away. Our loved one is hear only for awhile Do you give of your time a
little or do you give more. Do you take the time to love them and hold them dear.
Do you lend that helping hand do you walk that mile. Is your loved one dear to
your heart. Do you take the time to listen and let them know you care. When they
are feeling down and need a listening ear. Do you take the time to be there or do
you not really care. What about the old when there life on earth will be ending
soon. Do you tell them that they are very important to you and if they need you will
be there. What about the children that mean so dear. Do you spend the time to
hear their dreams and fears They are only little for only a short while and grow up
and leave the nest. Their world is important to them so hold them dear to you.
And walk that extra mile. There are many forms and meanings of what you feel is
love. loving ,sharing ,caring Now I ask you this one more time the question is
this. What is love
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H Helping people in your daily life and lending a listening ear to our fellow man
that’s
feeling down and blue
A Accepting what your plan on earth is and what you need to do.
P Peace in this world with out hating one another and being kind to our fellow
man.
P purpose to do for in this world and the people in need and all the things you
can do
I Intend to start today and give someone a smile and walk that extra mile.
N Now is the time to help before it is too late let it begin with you don’t wait for
awhile or wait too late.
E Enjoy your fellow man for they have so much to tell even the young and old
or your mate.
S Success is your daily plan so begin by your helping hand now. And in time we
can see.
S So this is why I have decided to write. I can believe this can come true for
Happiness is believing in my fellow man like they believe in me.
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When you wake up in the morning and start your daily tasks. What is the first
thing you want to accomplish for today? Are you thinking about yesterday and
the things you didn’t do? If your mind is on yesterday for what you haven’t
finished or the many troubles and unfinished plans that went along the way.
You can diminish that thought and make your plans what did not get finished
yesterday. And start anew. Do you have too many daily tasks to do? Why not do
them one at a time when you make a plan on the most important things and
don’t ask where can I begin. And how to do thinks right and to know I can win.
Don’t find yourself in a hurry and take it nice and slow. Why not do things right
and try not to worry and do not rush the time for today is here now so make a
plan for your day ahead and do not dread the things you have to do. For
yesterday is gone plan the hear and now. Listen what I am telling you take this
day and make a vow and you will know what to do when you wake up in the
morning.
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