What Were You Thinking of That Day?

Written by Ann Wilson on October 31 2006 What were you thinking of on that October day? When you went over the line and plunged into the creek. What was on your mind when you held up your hands? Did you not care and want to give up? Or was your pain so real to you and suddenly the thoughts came to your mind and were you feeling like you didn't care ?Were you hurting so much with only despair?Did you think you would not be missed? Or did you say I will take my own life because nobody cares? Did you know what you were doing or did your mind just snap? If you would of shared with us that you wanted to end your own life. Or was your mind doing tricks in your head? Or did you just give up and want to be dead? My dearest brother we are all sad that you have departed with us this way. Did you not try and pray or did you not think your pain and suffering was to much to bear. We all miss you so dearly we wish you was here. I want you to know what is plain and clear that your loved ones are sad that you went and left us on that October day. As we had to say goodbye on the 7th of October for saying good bye is hard. You are still in our thoughts from time to time. And still in our minds with the same thoughts over and over time and time again Why did you have to leave us why did you go away? What were you thinking of that day?