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Stacy Gibbons Poem
Why did this happen?
Tonight of all nights
why can't we go one night
without all these fights
The yelling, the screaming
the swears and the hate
where in this crazy world
is all our faith?
I wish i could stop this
it's every night now
but unfortunately
i'm just another face in the crowd.
It's nothing but drama
new thing every day
it's all just so sickening
what can i say?
Copyright © Stacy Gibbons | Year Posted 2014
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Stacy Gibbons Poem
The shattered bones of a broken life
the numbness taking hold
don't want to cry, don't want to feel
a million things untold.
The life i've led, the things you've said
have brought me many things
some good and bad, some happy and sad
but i've felt what happiness brings.
Redirecting myself
When i'm heading in the wrong direction
realize when things aren't right
by looking at my own reflection.
I found myself and where i stand
I'm gonna make it through
I know i'm a survivor
and you've proved to be one too.
You've stood by me
and always had my back
showed me love
and always had my back
showed me love
and always cut me slack.
but now we aren't together
I know we've reached the end
of the friendship that was meant for us
but I'll always be your friend.
Copyright © Stacy Gibbons | Year Posted 2014
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Stacy Gibbons Poem
Some days I look
in the mirror
and i like what i see
other time's its different
and I don't feel like me.
Feeling hopeless and angry
hatred inside
from my reflection
i want to just hide.
You look at me
I'm happy
but you can't see inside
I wear a mask
cuz a part of me's died.
Copyright © Stacy Gibbons | Year Posted 2014
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Stacy Gibbons Poem
It started when i was 7 years old
grew up in a world so lost and cold
taking care of myself, while being so young
was hard and scary and nowhere near fun.
But i conquered the struggles
fought through the pain
realized i can let go of the blame.
It was never my fault
the things my parents did
I could do nothing
I was only a kid.
My hearts still hurting
as a tear drips down my cheek
I know i can do this
I'm no longer weak.
It's all made me stronger
I'm facing my fears
No longer alone, cuz i know people care.
I can be independent, stand on my own
know my strengths, and where i belong.
I learnt to love myself, and give it my all
I pick myself up
whenever i fall....
Copyright © Stacy Gibbons | Year Posted 2014
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Stacy Gibbons Poem
Sadness turns to anger
heart avoids the pain
thoughts have all gone haywire
circling through my brain.
Want to control this
not it control me
but sometimes the anger
won't set me free.
The pain turns to fury
taking control
all my emotions
slamming my soul.
Negative poisons me
swims through my veins
Nobody's fault
I am to blame.
I can conquer this
but I don't want to try
don't open up
just continue to lie.
Say i'm ok, when really im not
convince people I'm fine
while I'm falling apart.
Copyright © Stacy Gibbons | Year Posted 2014
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Stacy Gibbons Poem
Sitting in class
you slipping into my mind
the feelings i tried to hide
are starting to unwind.
My heart is now hurting
as a tear drips down my cheek
all this pain of missing you
is making me so weak.
I try to get through to you
but you never listen
are you aware
that it's you that i'm missing?
Copyright © Stacy Gibbons | Year Posted 2014
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Stacy Gibbons Poem
I did it for the thrill
until it became a need
No longer tried to fight it
it was an urge i had to feed.
First just for fun
till it became my life
the desire to want to use
to hide my pain, my strife.
I could handle it at first
then it became out of control
I went from doing half
to jumping to a whole.
I knew i had to stop
but at the time i didn't care
I went from knowing what i was taking
to becoming unaware.
I decided after awhile
to get help i knew i needed
I tried to fight it
but knew i was defeated.
I want my life to change
starting today
want to succeed, just let the pain fade away....
Copyright © Stacy Gibbons | Year Posted 2014
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