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Ruby Peralta Poem
You watch from high above,
I regret what happen to us.
I should have never hurt you or questioned my trust.
I promised to love you forever,
you were my gold my so called treasure.
I was too blind to see our love drifting apart,
I thought I would always love you and you would always stay in my heart.
But the lust in my heart overpowered my love for you,
not even a million sorrys can take back what I put you through.
"I can't hurt the person I love so much," is what I use to say,
but when he would come by those words would fade away.
I couldn't resist the temptations in my heart,
yet with that one moment would change my life forever and tear us apart.
With your tears of pain and the streets being wet,
will always leave me with regret.
Within that instance you were taken from me,
without a chance to say I was sorry.
I hurt you so much I know it's true,
all I have left are the memories of the pain I put you through.
The rains bring tears to my eyes,
because to me those are the tears that you cry.
I soak myself in your tears,
wishing you were here.
My heart should have never went a stray,
I wish for death each day.
I just want to see your face yet god is keeping me here to stay.
The tortures of my loss taps every night on my window payne.
I'm sorry for the pain I caused you deep within,
and I'm forever reminded of it when you cry your tears from heaven.
Copyright © Ruby Peralta | Year Posted 2006
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Ruby Peralta Poem
I sit here holding my tears inside,
I grip my pictures of you that never leaves my side.
Why did god have to take you?
Why did you have to die?
We use to kick back and get high,
now I'll smoke alone starring at the sky.
My days without you just don't seem right,
I remember that one night.
We won the championships and we drank the night away,
now I sit here at your furneral I hold you in my arms asking god to let you stay.
tears of saddness running down my face,
your my friend and there's no one that can take your place.
I wish the person driving that truck could see,
it wasn't just another life taken he was like a brother to me.
Partying without you won't be the same,
it'll hurt not seeing your face and hearing your name.
I pray to god for strength as I watch your body lowered into the ground,
everyone holds their sorrow with silence all around.
I know they say gangsters don't cry,
but how do you pass when it's your homeboy who dies.
I kiss a rose and lay it on your chest,
may god take you in his arms and help your body down to rest.
I will see you one day although time will seem long,
yet the memories of you will help keep me strong.
Copyright © Ruby Peralta | Year Posted 2006
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Ruby Peralta Poem
Don't you recognize these things that fall down the side of my face,
I wish you could feel the pain I feel inside.
My heart that is crushed and the pressure on my chest,
feelings of suffercation when I'm unable to catch up with my cries.
trying to cry silently laying beside you in bed
trying to avoid another fight if caught with tears in my eyes
tired of heart aches each night
the words of hate you scream at me
yet the words you preach
live and die by the book is how we should live our life
love, honor and obey
to obey
your favorite verse to preach
every order given I must do
why do I wrap my life around you
How could I hate you so much yet love you much more
All the tears I shed are never enough
what will become of me
scared dumb lonely how do you explain the foolishness inside me
Copyright © Ruby Peralta | Year Posted 2006
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