Hope For Love

Don't you recognize these things that fall down the side of my face, I wish you could feel the pain I feel inside. My heart that is crushed and the pressure on my chest, feelings of suffercation when I'm unable to catch up with my cries. trying to cry silently laying beside you in bed trying to avoid another fight if caught with tears in my eyes tired of heart aches each night the words of hate you scream at me yet the words you preach live and die by the book is how we should live our life love, honor and obey to obey your favorite verse to preach every order given I must do why do I wrap my life around you How could I hate you so much yet love you much more All the tears I shed are never enough what will become of me scared dumb lonely how do you explain the foolishness inside me