Best Poems Written by Raybam Waage

Change In Me

Oh lord I'm changing,
So rapidly and drastically..
I know not what i'm doing.. 
I try to find myself in me.

Don't exactly remember 
who I was and what I am now..
Time passes as it does
But this time has let 
this change to reality

Times there are that I wonder
Why am I surrounded by so 
many
Indifferent people around me
Or am I the the alien one

Can't live my life through with 
it
Can't change myself for 
something
That I never was and never will 
be

Every day i wake up
Look myself in the mirror
'Disgusted' utters for the vision 
itself
Oh, such is the pain i'm living 
in
                                                       
Most people choose to move on
Well i wish to stay, 
To keep a hold to myself.. 
To be my own guardian angel.
I'm so lost that when i look 
behind
I cannot remember 
When I was true to myself.

The road i'm in right now
Is so long that i don't see a 
better future
Fed up of all the worldly 
happiness..
I'll be happy when this is all 
over
When i'll find myself..

Copyright © Raybam Waage | Year Posted 2014