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Susan Benjamin Poem
Like the gradual diming of the
sun
I watch as day fades away
Along with my troubles
Watching as the worldly
canvas
Completes its daily painting
Maybe im amazed at the way
Time gives me a break
When the sun seems to burn
too hot
The song of the darkening day
Morphs my ears into those of
a mermaid listening to the
ocean
My fingers Beethoven their
way to my journals
Composing the poetry that lies
be4 my eyes..
The poetry that is the end of a
day..
An end has never been so
beautiful
Like an instrument of God
Moulded to aww my gaze
Moulded to intertwine with my
Inner self and allow me to..
Breathe ..
But ofcoz every dusk has its
dawn..
When the sun rose
The birds could not believe
The miracle of the horizon
Taking away yesterday's pain
Painting a new picture for
nature
To embrace us nd draw us
once again- a new today
I seek no explanation of
The heartaches of yestday
The rain that soiled my
journals
Inking off my thots to nothing
I fear no more the chirping of
the sparrows
My heart levetates with the
hope of another smile-
another laugh- another kiss..
Breaking is normally a painful
thing
But dawn showed me the
healing power of it..
The purity of its virgin birth..
I rise with the sun
Feeling its rays touch my soul
like an angel's halo upon my
gaze.. #deepSigh
Like a lotus flower-
The existence shows its true
rarity
An enigmatic beauty ..
Seen everyday at the break of
dawn.
The beginning and end of
A story
The full stop
And the heading
From dusk till dawn
Even a vampire can never
deny such a miracle.
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Listen to the silent voice that my ink speaks nd tell me ..
Can u hear me?
Listen to the lead in my pencil as I scribble down soft but hard words ..
Feel the electric vibe that runs through my words nd let it transport yu to the unknown..
Hear the beat that comes with my metaphors nd tell me u feel it..
Can u feel it?
Open ur eyes nd see the pictures I draw with my mind ..
Sway with me nd dance with the poetic flow that synchronises mind-body nd soul ...
Make love to my words nd imprint with my rhymes..
Walk on my earth nd feel the fertile soils of my paper ..
Breathe me in
Inhale all of me nd let my metaphorical seduction flow through ur veins..
Let me touch u ..
Let me feel u..
Let me nd my poetry be with u..
Be in you..
Be apart of u..
Let us be one!
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Wont you just kiss the pain away like the waves sweep the beach off its feet..
Imprint your love on my soul and carry my heart with u like a shadow..
Embrace my flaws nd let me be 1 with yours
For our imperfections
Can make a halo of perfection
Let the silence of my I love You's
Reach the scared windows of your ears
Free fall unto my journal
Nd write a story about us in stanzas of romance
Appreciate me like the italian do their food
And acknowledge my beauty like the french do their wine
Fear not what fear isnt
After all it but a drop of dried ink in your mind
That needs 2 be melted onto paper - scribbling our initials in a synchronised pair.
Open me like the curtains in the great Queen's castle
And let my sun touch your flesh
I want birth an overdue pregnancy of words unto you
And mould my love into
Endless journals of my love for you..
Make love to my eyes
For they are the windows to my soul
See thru-beyond-within me
Hold me for i miss being held
Kiss me
For i have never been kissed
Devour my emotions with your kindest touch
And let me melt in your arms
Coz babe- im tired of freezin!!
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Deep in the coridors of my
yearning heart I dwell in the
gloom that befalls me
whenever the heat of your
body lies 300k's away from
mine.
I quiver in anxiety anticipating
the moment ur parted lips
would explore my almost
sealed shut mouth. I await the
hold of your arms as they will
envelope my body and hold
me tighter and longer than a
life line..
My dear I ache for the burning
look in ur eyes as it etches
itself into my soul seeing the
vulnerable broken glass I
really am.. the way you break
all the rose coloured mirrors
nd look at me thru a clear
uncoloured biological canvas.
When you're alone, your heart
and mind finally take turns
communicating with u and
letting u hearself- feel urself-
understand urself ..
When you're alone epiphanies
are not just epiphanies.. They
are dreams that have been
coming true when u were too
busy looking past them and
not at them.. When you're
alone the sun seems more
calm, heartache hurts a little
less, water suddenly has a
taste.. And air suddenly
passes thru ur lungs like a
ring slipping on to a familiar
finger...
When you're alone, u can
actually feel the curve of ur
smile..
The shed of ur tear
The break of ur heart
When u'r alone- things seem
to move in slow motion..
U can suddenly see flowers
bloom..
The birth of butterflies ..
Whe u're alone... The world
becomes Your world ..
Enlightenment is finally found.
When you're alone math is not
just math..
It is an artistic sexual
encounter that ur mind has
with the world givin life to
pure genius - complex
simplicity made into poetic
calculations painted by the
mind's brush...
When u're alone love is not
just love ..
It is not an 'is' .. But it is what
it is..
An inexplainable paradox of
emotions- insync with the
universe- a law of attraction- a
gravitational pull towards
worlds within a world ..
When you're alone nothing
makes sense and sense makes
nothing ..
Like a secret known by all but
understood by none... Love is
an enigma.. Love is the jack
of all traits and master of ALL
..
When you're alone ... When
I'm alone
I think of all this and more my
dear..
Because of u- my mind is
challenged in every possible
way to think beyond any scope
.. To reach the unreacheable-
to create poetry and
enlightenment becoz even
when I'm alone and you're
300k's away... I'm still with
u!!!!!
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Confusing confusion has got
me confused
Confused about where I
wanna be- be-
becoz I lie next to a being
who insists I disrespect her by
not taking my " mortal hat" off
Iam no mouse or human
ratatoille
But I have
Cooked and baked my own
misfortunes
You see I have grown to knw
the dominating male fashion
No gentlemen-
Not your chinos or your vans
Um talking about that deep
lonely fashion
That horny everyday but can't
get none from my woman
typa fashion
That- cold shower everyday
typa fashion
That fashion that leaves a
brother angry as hell- I guess
they were right
"A hungry man is an angry
man"
Iam angry at my ignorant
ignorance
becoz for sum reason I fear
the thot of having a piece of
me - in pieces
For some reason though iam
not religious I dare to quote
the bible " what God has
joined together,let no man put
asunder- nd that is my
ultimate defence for this fence
I have placed around my loins!
But u see the one I love has
no tym for this nonsense..
she refuses to lie with me as
does a man and his wife -
All becoz I refuse to get under
the knife!
Saying "babe um not about
that life"
Surely my pride should be
circumcised
As will my PENIS
AfterAll circumcision is the
mission!!!
And This has been THE
CONFESSIONS OF AN
UNCIRCUMCISED MAN!
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One day my words will be
celebrated..
They'll be heard-
Even in death-
They will be big nd bold
Strong nd fierce
They will be seen..
Touched..
Felt..
One day..
You'll feel wat I write- nd say
..
One day ..
You'll smell the dust in my old
paper..
Taste the salt in my teary ink
..
One day ...
One day ..
My words will be great .,
My words will determine your
fate
One day-
... One day ..
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Let our hands interlock into a
beautiful zipper of prayer and
take pride in being african!
"What is the pride of being
african"
Asks a girl- unknowing of the
roots from which her family
tree grows ..
The lines on the palm of her
hands resemble the veins of
the african leaves she was
born into. Her
Bi-racial hair curled up in locks
of african beauty
Nd yet she asks " what is the
pride of being african?
An african woman whose only
pride is the curve of her hips
and the natural arch of her
back- ignoring the map with
which her mind can make- or
the different shades of brown
her skin radiates into the rich
airs of africa..
In the middle of an undeclared
war
We uncounciously submit to a
mental slavery ..seeking
comfort in the pains of the
past.. Slitting our rists with
resentment and self pity..
Handicappin our minds -
moving forward but still
arriving at the previous
destination!
Such wounded nations!
Why do we scrape the african
tatoo in the arteries of our
hearts by poking the the past
makin way for its venom to
make us bitter...
Perpetually impregnating our
minds
Only to give birth to a
vendetta!
Is that the pride of being
African!
Adding insult to injury
we duck and cover
Hidding from the touch of rain
Shieldin ourselves from the
sun's smile
But then.. Then we embraced
the weather and posed in the
sun as if God was takin a
piicture..
Then children with no toys
believed they could transform
oxygen into gold
Then a mother through trials
nd tribulations could still find a
corner within the circle of her
mud hut
Then the diamonds of Africa
lay in the sparkling eyes of a
new born -raised to the
heavens as an African
declaration
I listen to the invisible wind
chimes made by mother
nature
Singing songs of praise
Painting african countries on
this canvas we call Africa!
I see the poetry that lies
within future Nelson
Mandelas.. Seretse Khamas..
Futures You's and Me's
I inhale the soils and all the
memories imprinted on them
jus as Africa is imprinted on
me -
I rub off hurtful footprints of
hunger
slavery..
All for the pride of being
african
Let our hands interlock like a
beautiful zipper of prayer- nd
take pride in being african
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Why do the birds insist on
chirping
When the dark cloud above
my head
Soaks me with all the
emotions
That have remained bottled up
for years
Until he came into the
picture..
Roses and orchids
Scented candles
Bath salts and all
He treated me good..
I remember the times when
Halo was the glow i saw above
his head
His saintly ways fast enough
To catch my tears before they
trickled down
Bending over backwards
To protect this poetic shrine
I called my heart
Writing on my walls as best as
i could
I made pages from
Memories
Spray painted my joy on brick
walled canvases
Pouring out my love from
buckets of comfortable
feelings
But the uncomfortability of a
comfortable situation started
When i saw daddy's face in his
face
Fire breathing
Huffing and puffing
Saying shit like
" I made you, so i can break
you"
Broke me he did..
Skulls bashing on windows
Cracking bones
Like a boxing ring
And i was on the other side of
Ali's fists
Blue and blacking
My flesh
Making unhappy rainbows on
my cheeks..
The uncomfortability of a
comfortable situation was..
Tearing my heart out
Like pages from an old
newspaper
I gues i was old news..
A story told too many times to
mean shit nomore
A statistic of a problem the
nation talks about once in
every year
An anniversary of perpetual
pain to the broken hearted..
Feeling unloved like a worn
out primary school uniform
I feel the emotions and
memories from back then
Twisting and turning
Reaching out of my soul
Yearning to break out nd
break me..
Break me like daddy broke
mommy
With his big bad hand
The sounds of breaking
glasses
Morphing itself into a lullaby
Pushing me to a corner in my
room where i rocked back and
forth
Waiting for the "bad dream"
To end..
Sorries are always forgotten
when a 'Bells' starts ringing
And Labels turn Black
Intoxicated or not
The match never ends..
Walking on eggshells,
Stagnant like words unspoken
I run to these pages
Inking them with the words
unsaid
The cries unheard
It dont stop the pain
But it does make the clouds
above my head
Stop the rain ...
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I'have spent so much time
Writing and painting female
walls
With my mortal paintbrush
When Midnight strikes
They ask to see it
And all I could say was 'hush'!
My Pen-is
Unloved-unkept
hidden under ..
Heavy briefs
But Trust me-
My pen-is not so brief
My Pen-is
The epitome
Of male hunger
Though sickness it always
ponders
The doctor- it fears to bother..
My Pen- is
Fears the prick of a needle
Relations with a scalpel it
cannot farthom
Sex is what ignites it
Like a lighter to a smoker
It burns with desire- after all
Its passion lies between her
thighs
Though my fate is unsteady
My Pen-is still grows unhealthy
But because I love my baby
I'll stop worrying about my
Pen-is Size
And just get circumcised !!
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What is being free?
Are we really free?
Or are we set on the illussion the world has built for us?
Are we really free?
Or do we enjoy the invisible shackles that tie us down like convicts?
What is freedom anyway?
Is it being 'given' rights?
Is that wat we call freedom?
Who but God reserves the power to free us?
Are we not all from 1 breath of God- 1 rib of adam?
What is freedom really?
Is the sittin in an office workin for a hot meal later?
Is it paying tax inorder to abide by the law?
What is freedom really?
When we all walk emotionali shackled to one other-
Prisoners of our own thoughts!
What is freedom really?
When love comes with boundaries..
Faith comes with qualifications
Nd hope being only for the new borns?
What is freedom really?
When I sit here writin a poem that may or may not be read
.. Dreaming of things I may never achieve..
What is freedom really?
When prayin to God seems like a duty now..
When speakin your mind can land u in prison-
*ironic how they say we have the right to freedom of expression*
What is freedom really?
Iam just a girl.. In search of freedom within the confinement of my mind ..
Iam just a young woman-
Seeking freedom within the walls of my heart ..
Nd just like you ..
Iam just a mere being-- seeking the true meaning of freedom!
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