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Crystal Aldrich Poem
I Know
I know that I am confused
my feelings and emotions seem distant from me.
I know that I care; but my past experiences
have blunted my expression.
I know that I was meant to be more - and I'm not.
I know that I question love or infatuation -
which is which? - where am I?
I know that I am uncertain of your feelings; frustration -
I know that sometimes I wish I could end it all, right now,
but, what if?
I know I'm almost at the end of my rope with frustration,
anger and depression.
I know that my life (or lack of) is tightening that rope.
I know that I am uncertain of everything - even you,
even me, even us.
I know that forever seems to be out reach.
And I know that I don't know why...
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As I lay my self down to sleep I give to you my soul to keep
For u I would take a stand, to keep our love strong I'll do anything I can
Everytime I feel your touch which i dont feel enough, Its like Im begging
for your love! Its like im invisable to you why cant i be what you need!
The pain and suffering that I have allways known tends to stay with me
as I grow,My nightmares has lengerd threw all these years I have shed
way to many tears! When i meat you my heart was like coal , I'V never
been showed love as you no , But yet you show nothing now,
In the bagning a light shined on me and It was you , Then I was no
longer haunted by what men put me through! Now that I have meat you
This monster you have slain And every day being with you keeps me saine
Love deciet dishunesty and pain cover my soul like the distant rain
wanting your love me pushes me insaine Cant you see your
all I have For you my love is pure and true ,you dont even have a clue
its hard for me when your not near losing you is my biggest fear.
U and Elissa are my family ! Something Iv never had And I would
go to the end of the earth to get it back I need for us to be togeather tell
the end ! But do u? For u I would do anything I can!
I say I love you because I do in my heart mind and soul And you know its true For
you Id gladly
give my life in hope that one day ill be your wife
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The day folds away for the awakening of the night.
Alone stands I, as shadows
Creep over me with fright.
The crisp air sends me on a breeze,
Whispering untold secrets to me.
The stars began to twinkle,
The epitome of all beauty
It is the heart of all that sings
The melancholous harmony.
The thickness of the crystal and velvet sky
pounces my world
As mysteries, deep embedded in my soul
Become untold
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You wouldn't know to think it,
You could hardly tell it's there,
It's as silent and incessant
As another person's stare.
And all this time you're wanting
That thing to call your own,
It's wanting that makes it valuable
Yet your life you'll disown
Would you see it any different,
If you saw it through my eyes?
Or would it seem the same to you
You're so confused by lies
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Crystal Aldrich Poem
Mama's Here
Rock a bye my baby love,
drift slowly off to sleep.
never mind the lullabies, and
don't count the sheep.
Mama's going to hold you, and
tell you something that true.
Your grandma told your mama
this when she was as old as you.
Life is full of twists and turns,
not every thing will go your way
But it would be much easier if
you listen to all that I say.
No matter how bad things may get.
Mama's here, so don't ever forget
be all you can, and don't give up me
fight. Cause your mamas here if your
wrong of if your right...
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"
Daddy, mommy, sorry
For all I've cause you bad,
Forgive me for the things I've done
The times I got you mad.
I have not meant to hurt you on
Dispoint your dreams,
But sometimes when it all looks bad
its better than it seems..I know
I've let you both down
So many times before,
But now it's time to dry your eyes
I'll see your pain no more.
I don't expect you'd let me
Or even say good-bye,
So remember this is all for you
For your happiness I die.
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Crystal Aldrich Poem
Wondering through a land
only sore eyes can see,
So lost in the memories of what use to be.
I weep when I think of the past
alone and helpless in my mind,
not knowing where to run or hide.
Reaching for the ecstasy which may
only brighten a couple hours of my life,
still I pray for it not to end because you life will once again begin.
Collapsing inside I have fallen apart no reason
to live yet I don't want to die ,
I'm just so confused I want to cry.
A hurt so extreme
A pain so profound.
These are the things I feel
when any one and every one is around!
An intense torment forcing me to lie to myself but,
yet not understanding why.
Tears all though a simple of pain
are as innocent and pure ,
Tears of sadness a cry for help
telling God I'm hurting and please
take me from this hell.
My life is fading away
as the sun beats down on my face,
and as the rain pores from the sky
this is the consent addiction of my life
Full of confusion full of obscure discomfort
along with tangled visions
Hopefully this will be the end of all my sorrow
My hidden pain and the endless torture
that no one understands seems to remain
Goodbyes are hard yet I'v been threw the worst
but to say goodbye to your soul and to watch it
melt with fear is one of the hardest good byes
One could ever hear
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Tears Fall Endlessly
Babies cry
Children cry
Old men cry
Tears fall endlessly
Sitting in a room
Listening to the echoes of the past
I hear the sobs
I see the man
He is old, and withered
Tears fall down his wrinkled cheeks
I see a child
Sitting alone on a bed
Waiting...,crying...,but still trying to be brave
I see the baby
lying in a crib
Crying for the love of his mother
She doesn't answer
All continue to weep
In their own time
And in their own pain
Too many tears have fallen
The pain echoes endlessly
I feel their pain
My face is wet
Tears fall endlessly
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Do what you say
Hear what you mean
Dont you wish you where clean
Stand real still
Hold the needle tight
Whisper to me all through the night
Love and Hate get it wrong
It will all come back
Because you think your strong
Float in the air and get real high
The fear is knowing your going To die
No love only shame
You have all but your self to blame
Now lay back blow your mind
And hold the needle you think will shine
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Your Eyes
Your eyes... They capture me, they look to my
soul, they tourment me, and make me feel
whole, they take from me, and leave me
confused, they play with my heart and make me
feel used..I want to live for those eyes,
I'd give anything to, I want to look at you,
and make you feel the way that I do, with
those eyes... They are my comfort, and my
one desire, all that I aspire is in your
eyes, they tease me, but treat me so kind,
one look in your eyes and all that I knew
was left behind I felt it and knew it was
real, one glance from you, one smile and one
tear, it didnt take much but now I'm stuck
here and this feeling I have, I know that
it's true.. it was those eyes of yours, they
made me fall for you.
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