My Life

Wondering through a land only sore eyes can see, So lost in the memories of what use to be. I weep when I think of the past alone and helpless in my mind, not knowing where to run or hide. Reaching for the ecstasy which may only brighten a couple hours of my life, still I pray for it not to end because you life will once again begin. Collapsing inside I have fallen apart no reason to live yet I don't want to die , I'm just so confused I want to cry. A hurt so extreme A pain so profound. These are the things I feel when any one and every one is around! An intense torment forcing me to lie to myself but, yet not understanding why. Tears all though a simple of pain are as innocent and pure , Tears of sadness a cry for help telling God I'm hurting and please take me from this hell. My life is fading away as the sun beats down on my face, and as the rain pores from the sky this is the consent addiction of my life Full of confusion full of obscure discomfort along with tangled visions Hopefully this will be the end of all my sorrow My hidden pain and the endless torture that no one understands seems to remain Goodbyes are hard yet I'v been threw the worst but to say goodbye to your soul and to watch it melt with fear is one of the hardest good byes One could ever hear