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Anorexia

"Come with me," she said.
"I'm Ana. I'll be your friend."
Little did I know
She was leading me to my 
death bed.

I wish I would've never met 
her.
I wish she would disappear.
Why won't she leave me alone?
Doesn't she see I'm happy 
here?

"You won't be happy until 
you're skinny," she said.
I don't know how much longer I 
can take this self-hate.
It's eating me from the inside.
It's making me fake.

Why aren't my friends here?
Where'd they go?
Did I push them away?
What did I do?

I'm scared to be alone with 
myself.
What if I lost it?
Will I end up killing myself just 
to get rid of her?
How much more insane can I 
get?

Copyright © Adrianna Calloway | Year Posted 2013



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Um

My legs hurt.
I don't know what to do.
There's blood everywhere.
All I want is you.

I'm so confused.
You're the only one I love.
You hugged me and kissed me.
Made me feel like I was floating 
up above.

You're gone,
But I can still feel your touch.
You'll always be here
No matter what.

I'm scared and hurt.
I feel so weak.
I'm not fragile,
But I feel like I'll break.

I wish you could wrap me in 
your arms
And tell me everything will be 
okay.
But you left me here alone
With nothing else to say.

I will never forget you.
You'll always be in my heart.
I'll try to move on,
But it's gonna be hard.

Copyright © Adrianna Calloway | Year Posted 2013

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Alone With Myself

Do you ever wonder about me?
Do you ever think "What is 
wrong with her?"
I don't know what to do.
Why can't someone help me?
Do you think I'm a bad person?
Do you think you or anyone 
could help me?
Would you try to help me?
Why do you act like you care?
You don't even know me.
Am I just some nutcase you 
came across or am I more?
What do you feel when you're 
around me?
How do I make you feel?
Why won't you answer me?
Am I alone?
Can you not hear me?
I see you! You can't hide from 
me!
You're standing right in front of 
me.
May I ask you something?
Why do you look like me?
How do you know how to mimic 
my lips when I speak?
Are you me? Am I you?
Does this mean I'm not crazy 
or does it mean I'm even 
crazier?
Please help me.. Anyone.. 
Please.. Let me outta here!! I'm 
killing myself all alone with this 
silence!

Copyright © Adrianna Calloway | Year Posted 2013

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Body Image

My legs are funny shaped.
My stomach isn't flat.
Why can't The Lord
Just take me back?

Why not create a new me,
One I could love?
Why leave me in this body I 
hate,
But should love?

Where's my thigh gap?
Why is my stomach too big?
Why can't I be perfect
Like all these other twigs?

I'm ashamed of my image
And how I see myself.
I have terminal body issues.
I really need some help.

Copyright © Adrianna Calloway | Year Posted 2013

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Thoughts of a Young, Troubled Girl

With her heart full of pain
and her knees getting weak,
she started to whimper
and fall asleep.
She cried for hours
and lay there suffering.
She couldn't focus anymore,
for she was slowly dying.
Wilting away with nothing more 
than insanity.
She passed out after a long 
night of wondering.
"I truly am sorry for everything 
I did.
I didn't mean to hurt them.
I just wanted them dead.
I don't know why and I don't 
know how,
but all I know is they're all 
gone now."
That was her last thought 
before drifting away.
Now she's at peace and going 
home to stay.

Copyright © Adrianna Calloway | Year Posted 2013



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A Cutter's Love

My legs hurt.
I don't know what to do.
There's blood everywhere.
All I want is you.

I'm so confused.
You're the only one I love.
You hugged me and kissed me,
Made me feel like I was floating 
up above.

You're gone,
But I can still feel your touch.
You'll always be here
No matter what.

I'm scared and hurt.
I feel so weak.
I'm not fragile,
But I feel like I'll break.

I wish you could wrap me in 
your arms
And tell me everything will be 
okay.
But you left me here alone
With nothing else to say.

I will never forget you.
You'll always be in my heart.
I'll try to move on,
But it's gonna be hard.

Copyright © Adrianna Calloway | Year Posted 2013

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Love Vs Pain

Love is wretched.
Love is cruel.
Love is meaningless,
Unless you're a fool.

Pain is beauty.
Pain is not evil.
Pain is everything —
Nothing can equal.

They say love is a wonder,
But I think they're all 
delusional.
For pain is better than love,
But love and pain are mutual.

Copyright © Adrianna Calloway | Year Posted 2013

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What I'Ve Become

Why don't you believe me?
Why can't you see?
I've given you everything —
Every part of me.

I have nothing left to give.
There's nothing left inside.
Why are you here?
I just wish to hide.

Why should I change?
I am nothing in this world.
I have my own mind.
I have become this lonely girl.

I used to be sweet.
I used to be nice.
What can I say?
I was sugar and spice.

Now I'm all grown up.
I'm lost in a daze.
I've fallen into darkness.
I think it's just a phase.

Please, come help me.
Save me from myself.
I'm scared and all alone.
I just need your help.

Copyright © Adrianna Calloway | Year Posted 2013

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Let Me Go

Take me home.
Set me free.
There's nothing there.
What do you want from me?

I'm so scared
And all alone.
Why do I always feel
That I should be gone?

Do I hate myself that much,
To make me feel worthless?
Or am I really
Just that useless?

Take me away from here.
Send me away.
I don't belong here so,
Gone I shall stay.

Copyright © Adrianna Calloway | Year Posted 2013

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Suicidal Conscious

Ever wonder why people 
commit suicide?
Why they think it's better to 
leave than to face their fears of 
life?
Some think it's because of 
depression.
Others believe it's bullies.
Wanna know what I believe?
I believe that we don't want to 
live with ourselves anymore.
Our conscious is getting to us.
How is that bad?
Because our conscious controls 
us.
Our conscious kills us..
Are you alive right now? No.
How, you ask? Because you no 
longer have control over your 
body. Your fears now hold the 
key to your life. They 
determine what happens to 
you.
Are you afraid?
Do you think your conscious 
will turn on you?
I do..
Wanna know why? Because my 
conscious is already turning on 
me.
Oh, you thought I was alive?
You thought I was different?
Well, that's false.
I'm dying inside just like you..

Copyright © Adrianna Calloway | Year Posted 2013

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