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Samantha Louise Poem
Dazed and confused
Lost in the mire
Everyday
My hearts on fire
Why did I have to
Look at you
We were doing great things
Headed for glory
Then u decided
To relive old stories
Why aren’t we
Enough for you
All I ever wanted
Was just to be good
And I really have been
But it doesn’t matter
That I’m really true
Coz s will say
Anything
To bring you down
And that’s the ‘truth’
That follows u round
My life is a
What the ?
Every literal thing
Misconstrued
Everything I say, want
Or think to do
My whole existence
Doing what I’m told
Is this what life is
When u be good
Look at the humans
Doing head things
I could never comprehend
Or occur to me
They do those things
With no consequence
How do they sleep at night
With rainbow dreams
Those are things
They say about me
That’s what you get
When you be good
Copyright © Samantha Louise | Year Posted 2024
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Samantha Louise Poem
Detached from herd humanity
We are stuck inside this mind
Waiting for a saviour
Where realities aligned
Hoping for that moment
Can’t articulate at all
What else isn’t known yet
Secrets waiting to be recalled
Like no one has a single clue
What am I trying to understand
It’s Smokey memory haunts me
Existence is the key
Life is more than we’re aware of
But there is no clarity
Prevented from true knowing
Faith directed by deceit
Is everybody truly blind
Am I the only one who sees
Tomorrow my lives have come and gone
My soul learned the way to be
Copyright © Samantha Louise | Year Posted 2024
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Samantha Louise Poem
Fack you for throwing all my love and tears in your slut bucket. You have played me since you met me. You like it when I’m confused and sad. You lie every time you say ‘I love you’ to me and every time you say anything nice to me.
I am the one that’s real with no games or plans. I’ve spent. Most of my life confused, pain splitting my broken heart, asking the gods why I can’t comprehend what everyone else just knows , and if being true nd loyal was really so important then was am I the only one being that way and how in the actual fack did every other wit s get away with making me out to be something that I never even thought was something that existed in real life.
I am nONE of the things you say , YOU are NONE of the things that you say.
Your jealousy makes me feel sick , because I could never imagine or saying anything EVER against you, but you make out like it’s the only thing I do in life.
All you ever say or make out about me to everybody is the worst thing that you can make up.
You don’t love me.
You want everyone the think the worst of me, even if it’s not true because you are stupid that you actually don’t believe that a person like me exists and true thought of me smiling at another human n fills you with rage.
It’s pathetic and wrong. Grow up, I do love you, and you are trying your hardest to make me stop .
Copyright © Samantha Louise | Year Posted 2024
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