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Best Poems Written by Michaela Dowdy

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I Love You

Iloveyou

yet, i hate you.

imissyou

yet,i want you to leave.

ineedyou

yet,i dont want you.

You broke my heart..

i fell apart..

You didn't help me when i needed you..

You laughed at my pain..

Made me feel invisable..

You wanted me back..

I tried to hide from you..

Everywhere i went, you followed..

I needed to hide..

I was too scared you'd find me..

So here i am..

Stuck in a relationship..

i'll never be able to excape from..

Help me get out..

Please..

You dont understand..

It's like being stuck in quick sand..

Everyone says relax..it'll be ok..wiggle out..

But when your terrified,,,you can't just sit there..

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I'M Done Playing Games

I love you so incredibly much.
I depend on you.
I need you.
Which is why i'm letting you go.
You play with my head.
And get my hopes up.
Only to keep yourself occupied.
Well i'm done with your games.
And i'm done being played for a fool.
You can just find some other girl to play your game,
because its game over for us.

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My Life Is Over

My summer was dreadfull.
I made mistakes,
lost the ones i love,
no one trusts me,
im not aloud to be alone.
I saved a man from being sent to jail,
i kept his secrets inseide me,
lied to keep him safe.
Now my mom cant stand me,
my sister despises me,
my dad cant even look at me. 
If only i could have told them the truth.
Instead, he's running free,
while im liked up at home.
24 hour observation,
antibiotics,
silence,
and living with knowing i didn't tell the truth.
It's too late now, 
i know,
but i just dont want to be treated like this anymore:(

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My Past/My Future

Laying here in bed,

thinking about what lies ahead.

My past was nothing but mistakes, regret, and disapointment.

I can only wish that my future holds nothing but excitement.

I sencerily hope that my future is better then my past.

Please, let the laughs, smiles, and good times come at last.

Everyday I'm trying to forget what should already be left behind.

But for some reason, it's constandly weighing on my mind.

I can't help but think that my past will catch up with my future,

but maybe people will see that all this has done is made me mature.

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Your Hurting Me

You'll never fully know,

the pain I must endure.

You say you don't care,

but in your heart,

I know you do.

You act like I'm not even there,

but in reality, i'm standing right next to you.

You laugh and tell jokes

that are only funny to you.

I hope that one day you'll realize

that your killing me inside.

Seeing you with her breaks my heart,

even worse then when we're apart.

Why do you keep leading me on?

It just isn't right.

I try to forget you day after day.

Untill you show up at school,

with her on your arm.

I wish we had never been together.

I wish i had never got attatched.

I knew you would drop me..

I just knew you would..

I feel so lost and hopeless..

I need someone new to fill the emptieness..

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Suffering

Suffering

My heart cries out to you

like the moon cries out to the night.

I trusted you with my love,

obviously you couldn’t care less.

Why do you do this to me? 

Why me?

Is it funny? Is it cool?

How is it that you make me out to be the fool?

I cry and cry till I just can’t no longer.

The scars on my heart will never fade away.

Stuck there as a constant reminder of my pain.

Was that your intention?

Did you want me to suffer?

Please….oh please…end my suffering.

I can't go on like this.

I have to leave,and soon.

If i run, Would you follow?

Or would you just wait,

knowing i'd come back.

I try to stay away..

Your love sucks me in.

I know its all lies but i

always believe them.

I have no strength.

He has no mercy.

To him it's the perfect couple.

To me it's a nightmare

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Just Tell Me To Let Go

I cant take this much longer.

You leading me on, hurting me everyday.

Wanting me to stay available just incase you decide to have me one day.

How can i wait for you if you wouldn't do the same.

Saying you love me and need me day after day,

only making me fall for you even harder.

Just tell me we'll never be so that i can move on.

The wait is literly killing me and i don't know what to do.

You mean the world to me and there isnt anything i want more then you.

But i can't wait forever love, just tell me i don't stand a chance.

Please oh please i'm begging you just tell me to let go.

Because if you havn't noticed, I am falling apart.

I need you in my life, that you know for sure.

I think that is the only thing from letting me walk right out the door.

You made me fall in love with you,

so you can use me as your little toy.

How could you do this to me and just leave me hanging on.

Just tell me to let go.

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All I Need Is You..

In the middle of the night,

I'm scared to be alone.

Outside in the dark,

I'm scared to be alon.

You hurt me and make me cry,

leave seen and unseen scares all over.

You make me feel like dirt beneath your feet.

You have this greater streanth that no one else can feel,

but me. 

You hurt me.

Over and over again. 

But in the end when you know I'm helpless and scared,

All I Need Is You.

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Christian God

I feel terrible for not believing in the one you call "Christian God".
I go by church after church,
feeling worse and worse.
I did believe, and went to church every Sunday.
Until l realized that their is so many things wrong with this "God".
We're all made in his vision, yet none of us are equal to him.
We're supposed to love all, but blacks are thought of as wrong in the bible.
Woman and Men aren't equal and woman shouldn't speak in church,but we've been fighting for
"Womans Rights" fo a long time.
The bible says he's our God, but it says we have no superior.
We're taught in school to except peoples differences, but in the bible there's so many
things that can damn us to hell. You have to Christian, you can't be gay/lesbian, you cant
gamble.
How can someone look to this "God" as a master, a leader, a great man??
I find it nauseating how much his bible discriminates.

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I Don'T Know..

I can do so much better than you.
I don't know what I'm putting myself through.

I don't know what I'm fighting for.
And I dont know whats happening anymore.

I don't know what to say to you.
How can you just come into my life and intrude.