Just Tell Me To Let Go

I cant take this much longer. You leading me on, hurting me everyday. Wanting me to stay available just incase you decide to have me one day. How can i wait for you if you wouldn't do the same. Saying you love me and need me day after day, only making me fall for you even harder. Just tell me we'll never be so that i can move on. The wait is literly killing me and i don't know what to do. You mean the world to me and there isnt anything i want more then you. But i can't wait forever love, just tell me i don't stand a chance. Please oh please i'm begging you just tell me to let go. Because if you havn't noticed, I am falling apart. I need you in my life, that you know for sure. I think that is the only thing from letting me walk right out the door. You made me fall in love with you, so you can use me as your little toy. How could you do this to me and just leave me hanging on. Just tell me to let go.