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Lamar Williams Poem
I awoke like any other day. Hearing syncopated voices inside my head....heroes and villains alike playing on my intellect and my heart as if I don't deserve to live the sadness of suicide is fading , and I'm hoping God knows and forgives, but I'm in contrast to so many, that I just want to get on the board so I can be accepted as someone or something, not a piece in someone's game or pawn to make the stagnant do their job....I'm contemplating nothingness....or believe in what they took away as they walked away from you will prosper in effigy; for I was the dichotomy of joy and positivity that thrust deeper like a knife inside a deserved victim, I am the trapezoid that it immensely mediated to , if so it's so sad when the only one believing in your soul is someone who never seen what you can do, I am a piece to a puzzle. In the wrong world and frame for their is a piece that will never fit in. I'm going back to the void of my humanity...there I will unravel my mind, destroy my heart and lose my everything I thought I was, I really don't belong anywhere anymore ,for they are all immortalized . I am walking amidst a garden of statuesque memories of the best of hoping the blood spatter will sink in the marble so I will be engraved forever more. My heart is and was different, my level ,my law,is un wavering as I waft in the air like a discarded flag.
Copyright © Lamar Williams | Year Posted 2022
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Lamar Williams Poem
The aesthetic of the autocratic effigy of directing the positivity of proclivity in the nature, the stir of it , that grit in your teeth this life gives , that digestive hindsight. Almost lost like the anomaly we all on a paper chase can you relate? Fortnightly never allow anyone to speak without positive scaffolding in thought or contrived direction ..forever surviving the game of life misdirection s and direct epitat of what is deemed lighter. I had to recognize I shine in a lunar canopy of foresight and devotion solidified footsteps for i looked it had to be Jesus cause only he can carry me nobody couldn't believe he found his solidified heaven of my own endeavours my mind is Euripides and I am seated at the bastion helm battered but strategy's of this life s transitions and struggles circumvented angst showed What will never love ask why I became of heart and mind.Simple For that part of me that bore the steez of what i am he aint what i use to be I rehearsed hearts before there were streets corners , blocks, gang banging for fraudulence with a compulsory reflex to protect my existence of enlightenment. In the height of intersections of the mid life crisis decided to fly not swim in the direction in the core complimentary masses where your life s walk determination struggles make you emplore the world if as anything we can touch it, clutch it , and meditate the motion of sound and space to adhere the dynamics of melodic ovations as the enjoyment of life s fascination for your ever so devotee to living it would be as something of the opulence of mines movement within and outside of mines suppression warring to be that man who did more and give back to my family well in hand of hid future / thriving in every aspect ..so. Much to conceive and dream making sure the faults of my pains cut. Deeper. Always living in positive mindsets construct on designing my further in life, hold but here I am will be fir I am the coolness of jasmine in the evening air , my sway invigorating to unvigilant eyes upon this realm so be it but why be nothing until you reach it even at an early age i was taught and told how to seek and digress that transformed to dancing in between the rain drops that. Elopes a vapid compensatory predication of my station for I live in moments good outweighing all negativity trying to turn my exclusivity to muse my algorithm of a beautifully dreamt life for I almost aborted my own sight. Fell to my own victim my soul in vindication.
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Lamar Williams Poem
At the ascension of the crystal
Stair of humanity, I embrace the totality of each step, each more carefully navigated. The creaking of uncertainty and discord from previous steps flashes before my thoughts, as each leg is lifted only to be forgotten amongst the dynamic placement of each foothold,with any of aforementioned merely a faded picture within loquacious movement, but a mirror with no reflection, for there is no looking back into conquered darkness only a transition up the staircase to a familiar void, desolate yet forthcoming At the same time. Levels become legality of stride each one freeing up, making up, reinvigorated me,keeping my mind on constant guard of the attack , for the mountain top, has a valley in which this ascension can't and won't be, nor will it incapacitate, for I will never be God willing a reprobate mind or soul, elevation has its whole. And may this staircase take me to every blessing and aspect earned and deserved, allowing personification in every word.
Lamar a. Williams Sr.
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Lamar Williams Poem
As I look in the mirror I'm at a crossroads with my reflection, for I'm seeing the mask and feeling the reason for it. Dense were the movements and actions that made me regress to the past for I'm wondering and even praying more that the feelings of this life last , for I'm in deeper than I have ever been. I had to lose a life to gain a life, and wondering if it's possible to live to see my future, For the first time...or am I envisioning the final moves, not petrified...But am I ready to die for family ,beliefs, and the new epiphany of my redemption for I ask the lord my calling and am accepting my role in conscience reality. Opening my mind to free , feeling enslaved ,for the outside world to eyes wide shut I'm a regular man and I know I am thorough. But is what I walked into an unweaveable web, that I can't figure out whose the player or I'm being the joystick in my own surrender in a surmised serenity?.
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Lamar Williams Poem
Sprawling, open,free,desolate even, The vast sky enthralling in waves,correspondent to the plateaus and hills, the depths of which are fascinating even within the trained eye. For this design is focused on the epitome of believing that love doth has a dying voice enveloped inside the inner most of all our beings . Equivocation mysticism as a commodity, but equally inviting , is a heart that is walking into the steps, shadows,whispers and echoes of love. For Footprints of our heart leave a trail of edified, and enamored happiness
Copyright © Lamar Williams | Year Posted 2022
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