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This Guilt Will Never Leave My Heart

I watched you burn 
in the blazing fire
I heard your screams
I saw your tears
I knew I should've done somthing
But maybe I didn't want to
I know I shouldn't think like this
But you had it coming
And
I enjoyed your face that was full of horrer
I acted as if I was heartbroken when the police came
They said it wasn't my fault
But how wrong they were
You see
I started the fire
I was the one who watched my parents die
With absolute pleasure
Yeah
I'm in a orphanage
But who cares
Those bastards are out of my life
For good
And I made sure of that
Every night
I try to sleep
I try to forget them
But I am a child after all
They were my parents
And I...and I killed them
I'm cold blooded murderer
I try to do something
Except tell anyone
I may be a child but I'm not stupid
It's been years now
I still can't forget their faces
Their agonizing faces
I sometimes cry to myself
Thinking about it
No matter how many times I want to stop
I just can't
This guilt that I have brought apon myself
Will never leave
Even if I'm dead
It wont stop
Ever

Copyright © Autumn Kire | Year Posted 2009



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Summer Abuse

It's summer again
And I hate it
Your abuse is worse in summer
Every summer you do this to me
You call me horrid names
You hurt me physically and mentally
And I'm sick of
I just want to runaway but
If I did then you would be hurt you
I know you don't mean doing these things
But
Don't you understand what it does to me
You say you care about me
But do you really
You know, I don't care anymore
I cared for years 
But now you've gone too far
You're taking me away from
My friends, my boyfriend and even family
Why do you do this
Is it because you hate me
Even if you do
I have too much heart to hate you back
I want to kill you
I really do
But if I do then I might as well kill my self
Ha! There you go again
You're now going to beat me 
because I said 'I love you'
I sigh and go to my room
I pack my bags and leave a note
Saying how much I hate you
I bet you're crying and I'm happy
I'm happy you feel distraught
I hope you have a horrible life starting now

Copyright © Autumn Kire | Year Posted 2009

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Miracles

Todays the day
The day I felt as if I died 
From not trying
It's my fault
It's my fault that this happned to you
I-I didn't know it would happen
That fast
But
If I only tried harder
Then maybe you wouldn't be 
Fighting to stay alive
This truly is my fault
I wish it was me instead of you
I wait be your side
In the hospital
Waiting for you to open your eyes
And tell me it's alright
With a hug
Your in this position
Saving me
I'm so useless
I can't do anything useful
Because of me 
Your about to die
I wish I could do something
I wish you could have my life
I don't care what it takes
I just want you back on your feet
Smiling to me
All I can do is cry
Till I fall asleep
I try to wake up from my nightmare everytime
I sleep
But this time
When I did
You were smiling at me
I started crying
Tears of joy
You were hugging me
Telling me it's alright
At that momment
I believed
Miracles do exist

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I Wish That It Was

Mommy and Daddy are at it again
Daddy's yelling at Mommy 
Calling her a slut then hitting her
I keep wishing and wishing 
For the loud noises to stop
I cry and I pray
Why do they fight
it's scary
I wish it would stop
I try to think of happy thoughts
I want to go to a place
With no yelling or fighting
I keep crying as if the world going to end
Mommy came to my room
Her cheek was red
Her hand had blood on it
Mommy started to cry while she hugged me
Mommy told me what Daddy did to her
Then Mommy told me she killed Daddy
The police came
They took Mommy away from me
I cried and yelled and screamed
Mommy smiled and said it's for the best
I just wish that it was

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Love Is My Enemy

I love you
Those are three words
That can change your life forever
I love you
Those three words
Express how you feel about someone
But
How do you know that they really love you
They can easily say say it
Then
They can easily break your heart and hurt you
Deeply
How can three simply words do something like that
Well
Those words
They hold special meaning
They start a commitment
I love you
Ugh
I hate those words
Do they they really care
I don't think so
They just tell me what I want to hear
Then they betray me
I hate them
But
One thing a really hate is
Love

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Why Mother

Why did you do this to us
Why did you cheat on Father
What did the other family have that we don't 
Do they know you like we do
We love you 
You can still come back to us
We all will forgive you
Even Father would 
If he was alive
He killed himself because the loss of you
Was too unbearable
That's how much he loved you
He loved you more than us
Please Mother
Will you come back to us
Father commited suicide for crying out loud
We're all scared
We're all alone
We need someone
We need a mother
We need you
But
It's your fault he died
Don't you care at all
We're about to go to an orphanage
Our little family is going to split apart because of you
On second thought
You will never be forgiven
You never loved him
You never even cared about us did you
You know what
I hope you have a horrible life
I hope you feel guilt at what you did
We don't need you
Not anymore
Your not apart of my family
Not now
Not ever

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Treachery

I'm scared
It's so dark
I see blood
I cry
Nobody will help me
Everybody hates me
I don't why
I'm hungry
I'm alone
I'm afraid
I cry for help
But
Nobody wants to help
I try to get up
But
These chains won't let me go
Suddenly
Lights came on
I thought I was safe
I thought I was going to be 
Free
But I was wrong
They were laughing at me
They were throwing food at me
They called me awful names that made me cry
I wanted to die 
I felt as if I was in hell
Blood came crashing down my head
My only wish
Was to die

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Anger

What drives you to do something
That you will regret
For the rest of your life
Well here's a hint
Revenge
But what causes revenge
Hatred
What is hatred
You feel hatred
Is it your fault 
That you feel this way
When you feel those feelings
Your mind goes blank
But
What causes all these feeling
That's anger
Because of anger 
You do something you don't mean
Can you control it
No
Anger is an emotion which is hard to control
Anger can easily control you
But when you get angry
Beware
When you get angry
You might do something
That will haunt you for the rest of your life

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I Still Love You

I used to be such a loving person
But now
Hatred flows through my veins
It's your fault
It's all your fault
My heart is filled with darkness
Caused by you
I cry every night
Tears filled with anger and sadness
Did you ever love me
No
You betrayed me
You used me
You abandoned me
That proves you never loved me
But I loved you
I loved you very much
But
I still can't face the fact 
That I still
Love you

Copyright © Autumn Kire | Year Posted 2009


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