This Guilt Will Never Leave My Heart

I watched you burn in the blazing fire I heard your screams I saw your tears I knew I should've done somthing But maybe I didn't want to I know I shouldn't think like this But you had it coming And I enjoyed your face that was full of horrer I acted as if I was heartbroken when the police came They said it wasn't my fault But how wrong they were You see I started the fire I was the one who watched my parents die With absolute pleasure Yeah I'm in a orphanage But who cares Those bastards are out of my life For good And I made sure of that Every night I try to sleep I try to forget them But I am a child after all They were my parents And I...and I killed them I'm cold blooded murderer I try to do something Except tell anyone I may be a child but I'm not stupid It's been years now I still can't forget their faces Their agonizing faces I sometimes cry to myself Thinking about it No matter how many times I want to stop I just can't This guilt that I have brought apon myself Will never leave Even if I'm dead It wont stop Ever