Your Victory Shout Hushed

How it feels to be in my shoes, Humming softly the sacred blues Of yesterday's tomorrow And its saturated sorrow Because it's okay to cry your heart out When it shatters into shards of drastic doubt You know what I'm talking about, don't play stupid and pout I catch you in my net like trout...so watch out and let it all out - your victory shout But I love you, but truly wanna be free I hate you, so leave me be that's my only plea Wouldn't you agree? Wouldn't you like to flee? Would you be willing to break free? Are you willing to be unchained from captivity? Accept me except when I lose touch of you Reject me not except when I am unfaithful too... Ooooooh oooh oooooh Mmmm mmmm mmmmm I see you crystal clear I have no single fear I am full of cheer, dear Though I still fear the worst for you or I hope the best for you Let above love appear out of the vermillion skies of vivacious, gracious you shine anew Ooooh oooh oooohhhhh Mmmm mmmm mmmm You, alone, are my darling devil You, alone, are good and evil I made you angeled eggs to bring you light from above But instead you shed your innocent, yet unconditional love... Unchanging love... Unpredictable love... Because I want you with or without me I crave your elegant glee and are my lovely tree Unbearable thoughts barreling through my head Giving me loads of dread and I'm a book left unread I am the hardened bread in the trash instead You, alone, can puff me up with passionate joy You, alone, have made me a worthless toy... Now, what am I to do now that I'm a heartbroken boy? You, alone, can be my remedy of relief You, alone, can be the cure to my grief Because of you, my temporary highs don't easily wear off Because if you are here, life would be less tough and I build skin that's rough I'm strong Cuz I belong I long To be on your tongue And on your mind, swinging along All alone, all along or maybe I'm the one in the wrong Oooooh oooooh ooooh Mmmm mmmmm mmmm I, alone, in solitude's riveting realm You, alone, love to torture me so well We, alone, face feelings that overwhelm Me, alone, can see right through your pain that dwells in your shell Desiring the flames of flourishing faith in your precious heart Your drums of enlivening rhythm and optimistic beats uplift my soul from the start Safe and sound in my muse The time I've had with you I does enthuse and it does amuse So don't accuse me of having no sense of humor Cuz I am a loser in winner's clothing Cuz I am a lover, marinated in loathing Satisfy me with your hatredless zeal Gratify me with your ability to heal The wounds I have on my skin And the scars from deep within Wondering...wandering... Wandering...wondering... Pondering where you've been Where have you been? Where have you been? Here it goes again... My happiness paper thin I'm a dolphin without his fin And you fight off the battles with your night and then... You claim my heart of stone and you fill me up whenever I am an inkless pen I'm a lion in his den I don't know when You'll lead me in your light of delight I was under a rock, but I'm alright Oooooh ooooh ooooohhh Mmmm mmmm mmmmm You, alone, are my darling devil You, alone, are good and evil I made you angeled eggs to bring you light from above But instead you shed your innocent, yet unconditional love... Unchanging love... Unpredictable love... Because I want you with or without me I crave your elegant glee and are my lovely tree Unbearable thoughts barreling through my head Giving me loads of dread and I'm a book left unread I am the hardened bread in the trash instead You, alone, can puff me up with passionate joy You, alone, have made me a worthless toy... Now, what am I to do now that I'm a heartbroken boy?