Your Only Gift

I hate you dad. I lied when I said I didn't. I lied when I said I was ok. I thought that I could keep it together, But my strength wavers. I tried to be the bigger person, But I am just a child. All the scars, I have to bear, Weigh heavy. I watch other little girls with their fathers, And I envy them. They don't know how lucky they are. All I wanted was your love. But you gave me nothing but pain.