Your Life

As I sit here today thinking about how much I miss you… I wonder why things had to be this way… I had dreams of how our life would be together… I had a name for you… I had so many plans for your life… I thought everything was perfect… I found out I was wrong… Could it be that nobody wanted you? Because they all made it seem as if they didn’t… But no, I did… I was the only one who wanted you… All my plans have been put to rest… My tears will never dry up… Words cannot describe how much I am hurt By these things that have transpired… Your life has been ended… Your never had a chance to live… I just can’t seem to understand why… Maybe it was best to be this way… But I never wished for this… I wanted to see you live your life… See you take your first step… See you at your first day of school… I miss you although I didn’t really know you… But in my heart I know who you would have been… I know I could have taught you to be a good person… And show you many things you could have known… I wish it hadn’t have been this way… I miss you in so many ways… I will never be able to get over this… Because your life was ended... My Child... I know it wasn't supposed to be this way... But it is what happened and nothing was able to stop it... And I pray that I can go on and have others like you... I love you and I will never forget you...