Your Hand On Me

how could I? the words from your mouth hurt more than what happened it was more than I could take I took the love I had out of fear afraid you'd lie again is causing so much tears I miss your hand on me where it no longer rests when I put mine there there's only emptiness oh how I wish to turn back these few days what I did this time I never can erase I never wanted to feel feel this horrible pain that why oh why did I think I could erase? You.. you seem okay when I am the one who thought I thought I could be strong I see that I was wrong I try so hard to smile but tears erase my grin if only I could go back I would change the thing I did I pray you are okay somewhere in the clouds I pray I'll have you again this time in my arms.