You Never Believe Me, Do You?

You never believe me You never do So what’s the point of loving you? If you don’t even care I do? In that collapsing moment In that lack of care, of believe I shouted and yelled It’s like I’m talking to someone with no ears I repeat my words yelling louder Louder to seize my right, my existence! As I threw rubbishing words at you And said it with all my heart: I don’t love you! I’m afraid I might lose you, but I think I already did You speak to me “you wait for us to arrive home to eat With us and instead we cause you problems” I exploded in rage, protecting my actions But you never listen, do you? As I repeated the single line, again and again And in the end, you just said: “You arrive home, fight together, so why shall I wait for you?” My heart and mind just fell into throbbing sadness You never listen! Do you? The tears of truth just kept falling down my face Asking what did I do! Either you’re deaf, or you ignore everything I say It is as I never talked to you You call yourself “stupid” for buying me some sweet I like I said thank you, without hearing the last part I realized what you have said I threw the spoon! You took me out of appetite; you took me out of life I explained again and again, heading to my room I inhaled, exhaled, and acted for you With red-face madness and “sanity” After for all, you just said: go put Quran But I just told you, I don’t know where the CD is? Go put it yourself! I don’t want to put anything! “I do not love you!” You closed the door gently As I came to this desk, and wrote all what my heart had said So you either just listen, or ignore me just liked the others did I needed a hug… I needed a kiss… But I just wrote…, All that my heart can confess