You Are Not My Life

The life I'm living is really tragic, I'm just glad I didn't get hit by static. As these words pass through my mind, to these funny verses is what you'll find. Days past, and i still feel like this, and what you see, is what this is. As your words seem to attack, I know now what matters most is how i act. See how you push us farther apart, now I'm cursed with this versing art. It's like you don't trust me anymore, I did most things right, but what for? I know you'll never believe me, you just need to look deep inside and see. So why am I writing this down today? Maybe I want to take this pain away. I know your going to read this, you might yell, and ask what this is. But I can't keep it in, It's better than us screamin'. I just wanted to let you know, that I want to leave, and you should let me go. As I sit in class today, questioning myself, is there another way. There's so many things going through my head, I just want to erase it all, and go to bed. Soon I'll make my life great, make all the mistakes straight. I always ask myself, how? Looking back and thinking wow! You always glare at me, trying to see what I'll be. All I ever wanted to be was you, but all you ever gave me were open wounds. I want to know so tell me, what you always wanted me to be. 'Cause you think you know it all, but if I take your advice, just don't let me fall. As this cursed poem goes on, I wonder what went wrong. This time I'll make you see, what I want you to let me be. As time passes by, I still wonder why? I just wanted to let you know, before I let all of this go. That you are not my life