You and Me

So this isn't at all how I had hoped it would be, but finally I'm happy cause its you and me. Baby I'm sorry for my lack of trust, I know its not easy but patience is a must. I hate that we have the past we do, because I'm not comfortable with Joel continuing to hang onto you. I get really jealous when you and him talk, I can't help but wonder if back to him you'll eventually walk. Honey deep inside I am trembling with fear, Desirea Lynn I'm deeply in love with you my dear. You are the one I want right next to my side, lord I pray our love is strong enough that through these rough times she'll be able to ride. When I look ahead the brightest spots I see, are her big beautiful eyes staring back at me. I just hope I dont do what I have always done, because god damn it I truly love you hun. You might push me right to the ledge, but I'll fight hard not to fall off the edge. I'll do the very best that I can do, all to make a better life for me and you. I will continue to love you unconditionally until the very end, I am greatful to have such a wonderful woman as my girlfriend.