You

You made see how boring it could be I felt it was worthless But it was also you Who made me see the colors between black and white You made me feel the boundaries I wanted to reach the sky But it was also you Who made me feel I had wings You made me feel how it was in the dark I’d never been so scared But it was also you Who made me feel how it was to fight back You made me taste dreadful sadness I realized I somehow get stupid But it was also you Who made me taste happiness You made me see the flaws I wanted to pretend deaf But it was also you Who made me see contentment in myself You made me see how pride plays I cried for denial But it was also you Who made me see what’s real You taught me how to doubt It was so hard to jump But it was also you Who taught me how to trust You taught me how to hide I was learning quite well But it was also you Who taught me how to see the truth in lies You made me see how it was to be lonely Your existence was so strong But it was also you Who made me see why the sun shines You taught me how to get hurt Forgiveness was scarce But it was also you Who taught me how to love You taught me hard to change I was so stubborn to bend But it was also you Who taught me how to live You made me feel how pain burns I could even die from it But it was also you Who made me feel life itself Yes, it was you And it still is you.